Thursday, December 30, 2010
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
...
i am actually planning to have my chemistry day stuff finished by now. However, the sheer eagerness of stamping some words here has held me hostage and i do succumb to it... haha... i will be going KL tis thursday to celebrate CHRISTMaS... an enchanting event, does it? haha... going to meet sau chyun ther~ ^^, it had been such a long long time since we seen each other... i am delirious about it. haha
KMK life:
it's stil the usual as always, however the power of love is steathily blossoming which has made some of my friends eventually to side with their beloved and swoon over it...(despite talking of others, shouldn't i ask myself upon this chemical reaction? I used to become one of them) and i have been trying to emulate my other friends in our tutorial works yet my efforts are always to no avail...
a sudden surge of responsible flicker in my heart, i have got to finish my chemistry stuff soon enough before i am turned a reproachful eye by my president... ><
P/s :
6 hours crept... not a single message received...
KMK life:
it's stil the usual as always, however the power of love is steathily blossoming which has made some of my friends eventually to side with their beloved and swoon over it...(despite talking of others, shouldn't i ask myself upon this chemical reaction? I used to become one of them) and i have been trying to emulate my other friends in our tutorial works yet my efforts are always to no avail...
a sudden surge of responsible flicker in my heart, i have got to finish my chemistry stuff soon enough before i am turned a reproachful eye by my president... ><
P/s :
6 hours crept... not a single message received...
Monday, December 13, 2010
moody
seems that i had desolated my lovely blog long time ago... haha, flower of love in my college here are blossoming... everyone showing impish smile and which make me feel like kicking a hot iron! lol... moody now, suddenly the spasm of loneliness is so menacing... frankly, i feel so unprotected in kmk... i am going to fill in the IPTA list soon enough, actuarial science is jux like a flower earthed on the precipice, near, mesmerizing yet risky to take... puzzling in the midst of mist... pondering... vague outline of my ambition still underly, feel awkward to expose itself... ROAR! go go zi hern!
p.s:
to ALVISS KONG:
rest in peace. however, hope that u could realize that love is not like the way you love... derail...
and to all my friends in JB:
I MISS U ALL SO MUCH LA!!!! wat the heellL!!!1!!
p.s:
to ALVISS KONG:
rest in peace. however, hope that u could realize that love is not like the way you love... derail...
and to all my friends in JB:
I MISS U ALL SO MUCH LA!!!! wat the heellL!!!1!!
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Finally...
At last, i m back to Johor~ haha, the place which bring me lot of irresistable sweet memories~~ ^^
let's have a look on my KMK life~
1) i join the JPP ^^, finally i become a biro for JPP thx to my fren~ haha, ther's a lot of activities being planned. quite exhilarating trips involving trip to tanjung rambutan suggested by unit hayat~
2) i join the PESTA TANGLUNG. Haha, luckily my blog is stil unaccessible to my KMK frens, therfore i m going to express the spasm of wrath and ire which have licked me thoroughly. Our pengerusi, i dun know wat word in the dictionary in this world i could weild to describe him. he is jux too, erm..., watever oso, he doesn't deserve my revelence. A matter that had me driven into frenzy n went bananas was that: He showed himself up in 5.45, while he had announced the actual time 5... wth, he savoured himself shooping, having perambulation in the BAAZAR, while simultaneously, we, the XIAO KA ended up starving in the dewan. It's insignificant compared to the attitude he demonstrated later. He then chided us for doing nothing in the dewan!!! wth, wat a ridiculous scathing! PUI! no apologizes afterward... it's our naib pengerusi hu took over the tragedies he left...
3) almost the same day, i had closely a heart attck... ><" haizzz... nvr had i been having such a provoking bicker with her... =="...
4) haha, in KMK, nearly everyday i indulged myself... either with the moonlight gang or starlight gang... haha~ pls await our performance~ haha, gee gee gee~ the dance really scooped me up~~ hahahaha... n then the POKEMON TOURNAMENT was held everyday... haizzz... currently i had finished my crystal n gold version... could u imagine it? playing inside the kuliah, holding handphone throughout the whole time... hahaha
These memorable n piercing days... hahahaha ^^
truly cherish it~
let's have a look on my KMK life~
1) i join the JPP ^^, finally i become a biro for JPP thx to my fren~ haha, ther's a lot of activities being planned. quite exhilarating trips involving trip to tanjung rambutan suggested by unit hayat~
2) i join the PESTA TANGLUNG. Haha, luckily my blog is stil unaccessible to my KMK frens, therfore i m going to express the spasm of wrath and ire which have licked me thoroughly. Our pengerusi, i dun know wat word in the dictionary in this world i could weild to describe him. he is jux too, erm..., watever oso, he doesn't deserve my revelence. A matter that had me driven into frenzy n went bananas was that: He showed himself up in 5.45, while he had announced the actual time 5... wth, he savoured himself shooping, having perambulation in the BAAZAR, while simultaneously, we, the XIAO KA ended up starving in the dewan. It's insignificant compared to the attitude he demonstrated later. He then chided us for doing nothing in the dewan!!! wth, wat a ridiculous scathing! PUI! no apologizes afterward... it's our naib pengerusi hu took over the tragedies he left...
3) almost the same day, i had closely a heart attck... ><" haizzz... nvr had i been having such a provoking bicker with her... =="...
4) haha, in KMK, nearly everyday i indulged myself... either with the moonlight gang or starlight gang... haha~ pls await our performance~ haha, gee gee gee~ the dance really scooped me up~~ hahahaha... n then the POKEMON TOURNAMENT was held everyday... haizzz... currently i had finished my crystal n gold version... could u imagine it? playing inside the kuliah, holding handphone throughout the whole time... hahaha
These memorable n piercing days... hahahaha ^^
truly cherish it~
Friday, July 30, 2010
titleless...
going to back soon~~ haha, feel a bit reluctant... thx to my dear dear jia hui for keeping me company for few days... n oso my family~ haha
^^, i will be back in 40 days, so pls keep on waiting~ hahaha
^^, i will be back in 40 days, so pls keep on waiting~ hahaha
Monday, July 26, 2010
26 july 2010
^^
i was n am very happy... ther's endless gratification i have earned... haha~~~
went together with my dear n beloved mother-in-law... ^^
haha, yesterday was the day she took piano exam, so not considered ponteng~ ^^
actually initially, my plan was to watch ECLIPSE, but then she decided to go redbox~ hehe^^
watever it is, it will turn out to be a splendid day as long as i m with u... ^^
26 july, another nostalgic n historic day for me... jux to jot down in my blog so that i would never forget it so easily... hahaha, piercing n pricking moment~~ having both breakfast n dinner with ur mum... really need to emphasis my gratitude here... ^^
next year i will definitely be supporting u in ur singing competition if i m stil in JB la... haha
so tat's all la, our relationship will remain intact n my frens, nsc, lwh, tcw, kzy, kyt, pls hold on our promises, hand over ur money at the day i marrying my dear... haha
i was n am very happy... ther's endless gratification i have earned... haha~~~
went together with my dear n beloved mother-in-law... ^^
haha, yesterday was the day she took piano exam, so not considered ponteng~ ^^
actually initially, my plan was to watch ECLIPSE, but then she decided to go redbox~ hehe^^
watever it is, it will turn out to be a splendid day as long as i m with u... ^^
26 july, another nostalgic n historic day for me... jux to jot down in my blog so that i would never forget it so easily... hahaha, piercing n pricking moment~~ having both breakfast n dinner with ur mum... really need to emphasis my gratitude here... ^^
next year i will definitely be supporting u in ur singing competition if i m stil in JB la... haha
so tat's all la, our relationship will remain intact n my frens, nsc, lwh, tcw, kzy, kyt, pls hold on our promises, hand over ur money at the day i marrying my dear... haha
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
^^
i want a band 5 for my MUET, at least... hahaha... so i have to take my every golden chance to online in IT class, to sharpen my inggeris level... hehe...
FIFA WORLD CUP left 3 more matches to be going on... so, it's no reason for us to play truant in every single match, we have to engross in world cup instead of UPS nw... hahaha, FIFA goes amongst all~~ trust me, Spain will be the champion, she is invincible n infallible... hahaha... torres, iniesta, villa, fabregas, xavi, alonso, puyol, pique, capdevilla, ramos... i can spell all of the player's name flawlessly... tat means how fabulous these players are! ahahaha
one week after world cup, exactly 1 week, 19 of july, is exam for all matrix students... after that, haizzz, i am going to face a problem... how could i enjoy the 10 days holidays? hahaha, it should be a massive problem for me~ actually, i dun feel any of jitter or agony of this coming exam, haha, may gt a bit... ohno, time's up, gtg, i got a basketball friendly match later, haha, going to have macdonald as my dinner again most probably... hahaha... ^^
FIFA WORLD CUP left 3 more matches to be going on... so, it's no reason for us to play truant in every single match, we have to engross in world cup instead of UPS nw... hahaha, FIFA goes amongst all~~ trust me, Spain will be the champion, she is invincible n infallible... hahaha... torres, iniesta, villa, fabregas, xavi, alonso, puyol, pique, capdevilla, ramos... i can spell all of the player's name flawlessly... tat means how fabulous these players are! ahahaha
one week after world cup, exactly 1 week, 19 of july, is exam for all matrix students... after that, haizzz, i am going to face a problem... how could i enjoy the 10 days holidays? hahaha, it should be a massive problem for me~ actually, i dun feel any of jitter or agony of this coming exam, haha, may gt a bit... ohno, time's up, gtg, i got a basketball friendly match later, haha, going to have macdonald as my dinner again most probably... hahaha... ^^
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
^^, curi tulang again~
==", after viewing eeink's blog, kns, i kinda feel like STP life is rewinding.... lol... ><"
matrix life is quite busy lo, lots of tutorial works n assignments, teacher will rush through the syllabus, (i always cant catch with it, always left with few chapters behind )... zzz... haha, almost 1 more month will be UPS, UJIAN PETENGAHAN SEMESTER, i hope i spell it correctly~ haha, after that will be my holiday for about 10 days, hei STP students, later i ask u all come out u all must come out a... haha... besides, WALAOWEK, our 'flower of school' got JPA for engineering n had gone back this tuesday... sad sial... so the situatuion escalates, only scanty of leng lui left... sianzzz....
haha, sry la jia hui~~~ i have to find some EXCITEMENTS ma, since u left me for 1 week to Taiwan~~ haha,,, XP ^^ , later going to Perlis ad... woohoo, can c Mr. Wei shen... haha, hope u become slimmer and thinner la..><" haha
matrix life is quite busy lo, lots of tutorial works n assignments, teacher will rush through the syllabus, (i always cant catch with it, always left with few chapters behind )... zzz... haha, almost 1 more month will be UPS, UJIAN PETENGAHAN SEMESTER, i hope i spell it correctly~ haha, after that will be my holiday for about 10 days, hei STP students, later i ask u all come out u all must come out a... haha... besides, WALAOWEK, our 'flower of school' got JPA for engineering n had gone back this tuesday... sad sial... so the situatuion escalates, only scanty of leng lui left... sianzzz....
haha, sry la jia hui~~~ i have to find some EXCITEMENTS ma, since u left me for 1 week to Taiwan~~ haha,,, XP ^^ , later going to Perlis ad... woohoo, can c Mr. Wei shen... haha, hope u become slimmer and thinner la..><" haha
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
in IT class nw... =="
lol, very boring recently... haizzz... buy it's undeniable that life in KMK is indeed quite contenting... haha... a lot of changes emerge~ haizzz... sad, LDR = garena,
Long Distance Relationship = GG... ==", lol, i hope that it's nt a curse, i wish that it's jux a IMAGINARY EQUATION that Will BE proven unreal... linking between cuople in LDR will always become tenuous? Is that true? lol, many real evidences support this statement, at least most of my friends are... =="
haha, i really long for the chance to communicate with the ANGMO come from US later, hope that my english teacher can inform me as soon as possible, haha, one of the angmo girl is statuesque n her besotting angelic face captivate me very much~ haha... ^^||
after the class i will go basketball training, haha, shrive for the chance as KAKOM representive though my legs r feeble~ haha, i also go for the JPP, something like election, everyone put their poster all around the college n ask for others to vote for them~ haha...~ so LMAO n absurd~~~~ JPA announcing soon~ after two days, oso day u going TAIWAN, haha... my parent called the MCA n the feedback was positive~ lol, it will gonna rummage my brain again if i really gt the offer~ haha... another contradiction i will be going to face~
Long Distance Relationship = GG... ==", lol, i hope that it's nt a curse, i wish that it's jux a IMAGINARY EQUATION that Will BE proven unreal... linking between cuople in LDR will always become tenuous? Is that true? lol, many real evidences support this statement, at least most of my friends are... =="
haha, i really long for the chance to communicate with the ANGMO come from US later, hope that my english teacher can inform me as soon as possible, haha, one of the angmo girl is statuesque n her besotting angelic face captivate me very much~ haha... ^^||
after the class i will go basketball training, haha, shrive for the chance as KAKOM representive though my legs r feeble~ haha, i also go for the JPP, something like election, everyone put their poster all around the college n ask for others to vote for them~ haha...~ so LMAO n absurd~~~~ JPA announcing soon~ after two days, oso day u going TAIWAN, haha... my parent called the MCA n the feedback was positive~ lol, it will gonna rummage my brain again if i really gt the offer~ haha... another contradiction i will be going to face~
Friday, May 28, 2010
No Title ^^
First time.. :)
nervous indeed but yet happy
haha.. but its a golden opportunity for me to go further into his heart .
anyway..His cute brother performs so comically that i can't help laughing hahaha..
Thanks all, i love you all :)
nervous indeed but yet happy
haha.. but its a golden opportunity for me to go further into his heart .
anyway..His cute brother performs so comically that i can't help laughing hahaha..
Thanks all, i love you all :)
BACK IN JOHOR~
FINALLY, adventure of ZI hern part 1 ends with the arrival of ZI hern in JB... hahaha.... going to start my adventour again two days later.... ==" sianz... haha... first day n first time, Tiu Jia Hui eat with my family... haha^^
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Last Saturday, or more accurate, yesterday, I read something that certainly touched me.
I think many a 2009 SPM candidates will find it familiar as it appeared in past year English Paper2 I think. Here, I am going to share the story and brief on what's that about.
A young woman named Misha was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness because of a medical problem, and yet, the only person she had to cling to was his husband.
She felt condemned(of course, in this harsh condition)to be a burden. However, her dearly loved husband never left her alone^^ He played her heart out for his wife whatever he could. One day, when the young woman was about to get off the bus,the bus driver stopped her. The driver said :
"You know, every morning, a gentleman(her husband) in a military uniform stands on the other side of the road watching you enter your office building. Then he blow you a kiss and walks away. YOU ARE A FORTUNATE WOMAN."
A warm article that soon became a bliss in my presumably boring day^^
It is nothing to be afraid about, or scared to, when someone you loved gave you his/her heart now and always......
I love you.
I think many a 2009 SPM candidates will find it familiar as it appeared in past year English Paper2 I think. Here, I am going to share the story and brief on what's that about.
A young woman named Misha was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness because of a medical problem, and yet, the only person she had to cling to was his husband.
She felt condemned(of course, in this harsh condition)to be a burden. However, her dearly loved husband never left her alone^^ He played her heart out for his wife whatever he could. One day, when the young woman was about to get off the bus,the bus driver stopped her. The driver said :
"You know, every morning, a gentleman(her husband) in a military uniform stands on the other side of the road watching you enter your office building. Then he blow you a kiss and walks away. YOU ARE A FORTUNATE WOMAN."
A warm article that soon became a bliss in my presumably boring day^^
It is nothing to be afraid about, or scared to, when someone you loved gave you his/her heart now and always......
I love you.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Saturday, May 8, 2010
last day in JB!!
i cant bear... my tears rolling down always... going to leave all my beloved ppl... well... ALL PLS TAKE CARE... ( in facebook oso gt ) lol...
short of time, haven packed yet, kk... i wonder when is the next time i will be updating my blog here... haha... but watever oso, i love u all, my family, my frens...
n especially, i love u the most, my TIU JIA HUI...
short of time, haven packed yet, kk... i wonder when is the next time i will be updating my blog here... haha... but watever oso, i love u all, my family, my frens...
n especially, i love u the most, my TIU JIA HUI...
Thursday, May 6, 2010
=="
nw so boring, no ppl to msg to, no movie to watch, haizzz... wth wth wth, cant wait to embrace my new life in matrix, at least gt koko ther... XD... haha...
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
i wan broadband a~~~
haizzz... i wan broadband leh... if cant online in matrix, i wll be very very down... lolx
going kedah soon, will be leaving my family... T.T my cute brother... T.T... n then my jh... never mind never mind... we must taste bitterness before we could taste the sweetness... haha, to achieve my goal as a successful n rich ppl in the future, ther's some sacrifises i need to brace for... Zi Hern, gud luck... ^^ ALL THE BEST!
going kedah soon, will be leaving my family... T.T my cute brother... T.T... n then my jh... never mind never mind... we must taste bitterness before we could taste the sweetness... haha, to achieve my goal as a successful n rich ppl in the future, ther's some sacrifises i need to brace for... Zi Hern, gud luck... ^^ ALL THE BEST!
Monday, May 3, 2010
successfully passed JPj...
after JPJ, the next goal of my life at the moment is JPA!!!! woohoo~ let's go for it... haha
Sunday, May 2, 2010
worrying...
in agony... wat had happened? i think the crux will be ur ur father, as it always had been... looks like ur hp is being consficated by ur dad... i m really worried, hoping tat u would tell me wad had happened as soon as possible... T.T today is our ONE-YEAR-EVE... it only makes me more uncomfortable of this fact... haizzz... because of me, u r always chided by ur dad... ==" , actually i can understand his feelings though i m nt a father yet... the tension between ur dad n u is escalating... i can feel through the msg u sent me... this is nt wad i hope for... not tat i hope to provoke ur dad's animosity towards me, isn't it? he is going to be my second father in future too as SCHEDULED... haizzz... hope that at this moment, u r fine, nt being scolded by ur dad BECAUSE OF ME... it makes me feel very very remorseful... disdainfully, i m nt able to do anything despite of waiting ur msg helplessly, doing nothing... I could merely wish u that
I love u very much... HAPPY ONE YEAR~ ^^
I love u very much... HAPPY ONE YEAR~ ^^
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
random...
yeah yeah, i finally managed to finish my vampire story, haha, i love EDWARD man~ woohoo, he is so as appealing as me... wakaka, twilight saga is the most enhanting n thralling novels thoughout the centuries... Although frankly, i dun like the BELLA due to her disposition... but the is still worth reading, strongly recommended tat eveyone should go n get a book read instead of being confined in the hustle n bustle of the city, squandering precious time... speak of this, kns... the onslaught of noises of the house opposite this morning really provoke me... ORANG TIDUR BEGITU MASAK, U BEGITU AWAL BUKA KERJA BUAT APA? lol...
wow, today i m so weid, neither introduce u all a pretty gal, my love story, a book instead... haha, after reading books, the spasm of gratification u earned will be YOURS, trust me... it's nt a gibberish...as this sentense is quoted from GREAT ZI HERN... haha
erm... my one year ceremony with someone else is coming, always left me gasping tat the time flew too fast, too swiftly... neither of us could grasp it...so... enjoy it...SAVOUR THE TIME with the one u loved... haha... Jia Hui~ Jia Hui~... muackzzz muackzzz muackzzz... it's been one year we together, n i love u ^^ my love never ebb... but only foster deeper n deeper... (stop it!!!!!!!! it's so obnoxious!!!!!!) =="... ok ok...
the days in johor is nw stepped into COUNTABLE TERMS... will be travelling to KEDAH soon, T.T... JPA, wher r u...i have coveted u since long time ago, dun make me sad ok? haha...
hei another stunning news, our MR KIING wrote an article in sin chew daily, go n take a glimpse ya everyone... haha, it's a meaningful articl=PLAY SAFE...(jau huei sure shuang nw)(ps: no sex innuendoes) lol, dun be too hasty in getting urself ur soul partner, pls be prudent n patient... haha...
wow, today i m so weid, neither introduce u all a pretty gal, my love story, a book instead... haha, after reading books, the spasm of gratification u earned will be YOURS, trust me... it's nt a gibberish...as this sentense is quoted from GREAT ZI HERN... haha
erm... my one year ceremony with someone else is coming, always left me gasping tat the time flew too fast, too swiftly... neither of us could grasp it...so... enjoy it...SAVOUR THE TIME with the one u loved... haha... Jia Hui~ Jia Hui~... muackzzz muackzzz muackzzz... it's been one year we together, n i love u ^^ my love never ebb... but only foster deeper n deeper... (stop it!!!!!!!! it's so obnoxious!!!!!!) =="... ok ok...
the days in johor is nw stepped into COUNTABLE TERMS... will be travelling to KEDAH soon, T.T... JPA, wher r u...i have coveted u since long time ago, dun make me sad ok? haha...
hei another stunning news, our MR KIING wrote an article in sin chew daily, go n take a glimpse ya everyone... haha, it's a meaningful articl=PLAY SAFE...(jau huei sure shuang nw)(ps: no sex innuendoes) lol, dun be too hasty in getting urself ur soul partner, pls be prudent n patient... haha...
Saturday, April 10, 2010
^^ (part 2) canada...
lolx, apa nak buat ini? erm... termenung kejap... haizzz... recently i really desert my bm le... in JPA interview's day, i cant produce a full flawless single sentence... so intimidating... haizzz... such a disgrace... well, half-hopefully i m nt being selected for the JPA schoalrship, then i m able to keep my arwek company... but another half keeps urging me to do the oppostite, going overseas~... haha... isn't it bizarre? haha... everyone is craving for it full-heartedly, but neither me... hahaha... ^^
CANADA~ seems like too far from malaysia~ haha... nvm, i can go ther honeymoon~ woohoo~ haha... ^^
CANADA~ seems like too far from malaysia~ haha... nvm, i can go ther honeymoon~ woohoo~ haha... ^^
Thursday, April 1, 2010
^^
so sad, i nid to force myself to write essay here... zzz... all the interviews are going to squeeze my brain frantically... i gonna rummage my brain n keep it working, otherwise i wont be capable of being selected as one of the lucky scholar~ OH MY GOD~ sad... nw, problem arouses. wat is the dang topic tat i going to write tdy? well, being scrutinised n besotted by others for my enchanting face? wakaka... lolx, so boring nowadays, i hope so much to have something to be done... ^^
tdy was a happy day, i TRULY enjoyed it~ hahaha
tdy was a happy day, i TRULY enjoyed it~ hahaha
Saturday, March 20, 2010
wats going on with me?
I m ill... mentally... sentimental... i dont know y n wat m i sensitive to... jux a spasm of sullen feeling... i think mayb it's the time for me to seek for cure... huh? really go mental hospital? =.="
since when the seedling of hatred reap in my heart? i m childish sometimes... either to frenz, familes or someone else... i dun know when was the exact time... when my evil feelings overpowered my kind heart again... dilemma... i m nw bracing for a toughest challenges ever... i m fighting with myself... a MYSELF hu i regardED as PERFECT long times ago... i m useless... i cant even retaliate in front of my OWN self... mayb i need a couple of time... for me to turn a new leaf... tis is the third time i really HATE myself...
1) for frenz... tdy u all really pissed me off... lolx... so dun blame me for kacau u all... AN EYE TO EYE... haha, bt i stil gt a bit UNCONTROLLABLE... i know....
2) for family... sorry for being rude...
3) to WHOM IT MAY CONCERN (SOMEONE ELSE)... by the time i hope tat u can read my blog, i oso hope tat u WOULDN'T... actually, its indisputably fact, we r both too young, n most importantly i m childish enough... i feel extreme sorry to u... apologizes do nt mean anything... but wat can i do now merely is apologizes...
mayb, probably, if i would have obtained JPA scholarship, i could go further places for my studies, TIME CURES EVERYTHING, isn't it? i really hope so... but i know, its a coward action... however i nw only hope tat i could evade things happening right here... i m losing the last strand of patience of myself, i gonna burst... my hot temper is returning...
i dun wan to stay nearby here anymore, i dun wish to bring any tormenting memories to either one... pls keep the memories of mine tat are always cheerful n merry...
pls no comment here... tis is all just for display only... thank you...
since when the seedling of hatred reap in my heart? i m childish sometimes... either to frenz, familes or someone else... i dun know when was the exact time... when my evil feelings overpowered my kind heart again... dilemma... i m nw bracing for a toughest challenges ever... i m fighting with myself... a MYSELF hu i regardED as PERFECT long times ago... i m useless... i cant even retaliate in front of my OWN self... mayb i need a couple of time... for me to turn a new leaf... tis is the third time i really HATE myself...
1) for frenz... tdy u all really pissed me off... lolx... so dun blame me for kacau u all... AN EYE TO EYE... haha, bt i stil gt a bit UNCONTROLLABLE... i know....
2) for family... sorry for being rude...
3) to WHOM IT MAY CONCERN (SOMEONE ELSE)... by the time i hope tat u can read my blog, i oso hope tat u WOULDN'T... actually, its indisputably fact, we r both too young, n most importantly i m childish enough... i feel extreme sorry to u... apologizes do nt mean anything... but wat can i do now merely is apologizes...
mayb, probably, if i would have obtained JPA scholarship, i could go further places for my studies, TIME CURES EVERYTHING, isn't it? i really hope so... but i know, its a coward action... however i nw only hope tat i could evade things happening right here... i m losing the last strand of patience of myself, i gonna burst... my hot temper is returning...
i dun wan to stay nearby here anymore, i dun wish to bring any tormenting memories to either one... pls keep the memories of mine tat are always cheerful n merry...
pls no comment here... tis is all just for display only... thank you...
Friday, March 12, 2010
haha...
omg... really really intimidating... haha... dk wher should i go nw... jux nw sunway punya staff told me that she hoped to seeing me when the intake of the college(lolx, too handsome?)
haha, later going edu fair le... jux go n c ba... but nw i have set my target~ wohoo... my ACTUARIAL SCIENCE><... haha although it is bery bery tough according to many others... bt stil, i wanna try, i wanna brace for challenges, gud things will nvr approach without hardworks...isn't it? if i really take tis courses, it means i m going to sacrifice all my leisure time, (i will have a great splendid time savoring in studies)... haizzz... (my dating time leh?)
tormenting... i m in the chagrin n dilemma nw... wow, damn gt feel... (i m listening to ks d blog, song of mama) nt bad d song.... haha...
haha, later going edu fair le... jux go n c ba... but nw i have set my target~ wohoo... my ACTUARIAL SCIENCE><... haha although it is bery bery tough according to many others... bt stil, i wanna try, i wanna brace for challenges, gud things will nvr approach without hardworks...isn't it? if i really take tis courses, it means i m going to sacrifice all my leisure time, (i will have a great splendid time savoring in studies)... haizzz... (my dating time leh?)
tormenting... i m in the chagrin n dilemma nw... wow, damn gt feel... (i m listening to ks d blog, song of mama) nt bad d song.... haha...
Friday, March 5, 2010
perplexing~ bapak dia...
1) Applying for the JPA, if could... later i will fly overseas~ HOORAY~ i wan UK or US~ even austrlia is gud enuf for me~ i will meet my new frenz despite of my current nub frenz here~ yoyo... (u guys dun gawk at me, everyone have their own hope, i m nt to blame ok?)
2) JPA oso, bt gonna stay in M'sia for local U... it is actually nt a bad choice, since the government had settled down everything for u...
3) matrix or STPM? still brood over it, it costs me a lot of brain cells decimated... bapak dia...
a) STP offers me to go sg, i prefer going sg U... i found that STP cert could help me to skip the first year in sg U... wow...
b) matrix offers me to have the least of worries for my future, it nurses a place for me in local U.
4) A lvl... nid $$... bt nt bad oso though for us, it is quite late le, bt stil worth trying...
5) poly, environment is considered the best among all, but too many of cons... so according to Pn Vanaja, WCR, its attraction leave nil to me...
5 of these...
bapak dia... no one of these can guarantee me my craved course...
i stil searching for the answer for myself... what is the best n easing way for me to take my actuarial science...
omg... perplex perplex~... these things really inflict me alot...
hu can answer my inquisitiveness? haizzz......
2) JPA oso, bt gonna stay in M'sia for local U... it is actually nt a bad choice, since the government had settled down everything for u...
3) matrix or STPM? still brood over it, it costs me a lot of brain cells decimated... bapak dia...
a) STP offers me to go sg, i prefer going sg U... i found that STP cert could help me to skip the first year in sg U... wow...
b) matrix offers me to have the least of worries for my future, it nurses a place for me in local U.
4) A lvl... nid $$... bt nt bad oso though for us, it is quite late le, bt stil worth trying...
5) poly, environment is considered the best among all, but too many of cons... so according to Pn Vanaja, WCR, its attraction leave nil to me...
5 of these...
bapak dia... no one of these can guarantee me my craved course...
i stil searching for the answer for myself... what is the best n easing way for me to take my actuarial science...
omg... perplex perplex~... these things really inflict me alot...
hu can answer my inquisitiveness? haizzz......
Monday, March 1, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
现实 PK 想象
现实总与想象有着落差。。。我和你，始终不会是彼此的理想情人。。。将来也都不会是。。。
这个世界上也没有征真的理想情人吧，理想，都会比现实来得更美好不是吗？
刚开始时的那种疯狂已经沉寂，也是我不习惯独自凋零，我向往着的始终与你所希望的有一定的偏差，如今一丁点意见的分支，难道会造成永远的伤痛？那日益加剧的摩擦，是否只能等到当一方放手时才能停下？我希望你能为我改变，你也同样的希望我迁就你。。。
每一次，对你的热情，刚提起，就会被泼冷水；而到最后，对你的缠绵也都无视了，过后总有一堆理由。。。不过幸好，我从开始到现在，都在相信你是爱着我的。。。要不是秉持着这种念头，我想我们的爱情早就完蛋了。。。你总羡慕别人，对我说别家的情侣如何如何的甜蜜，满口洋溢着嫉妒感，可是呢，却从不会给我机会这般对你。。。什么原因？我不敢问，反正问了你也不会答。。。
原来爱情，是这样？ 这样，是爱情原来？为什么，
在感情里，没有谁对谁错（够古老的，喂，可以有创意点吗），任何人都会把自己的另一半想成最好，而当另一半达不到要求时，受伤的会是自己。。。也会是对方。。。
也许这样的情况不会更差，不过。。。
以后有朋友就没女友，有女友就没朋友。。。 不然很忙啊~ 瓦老~ 分身乏术~
哈哈~
（大部分非我原创，转载，只是觉得很有feel~，别乱瞎猜）
这个世界上也没有征真的理想情人吧，理想，都会比现实来得更美好不是吗？
刚开始时的那种疯狂已经沉寂，也是我不习惯独自凋零，我向往着的始终与你所希望的有一定的偏差，如今一丁点意见的分支，难道会造成永远的伤痛？那日益加剧的摩擦，是否只能等到当一方放手时才能停下？我希望你能为我改变，你也同样的希望我迁就你。。。
每一次，对你的热情，刚提起，就会被泼冷水；而到最后，对你的缠绵也都无视了，过后总有一堆理由。。。不过幸好，我从开始到现在，都在相信你是爱着我的。。。要不是秉持着这种念头，我想我们的爱情早就完蛋了。。。你总羡慕别人，对我说别家的情侣如何如何的甜蜜，满口洋溢着嫉妒感，可是呢，却从不会给我机会这般对你。。。什么原因？我不敢问，反正问了你也不会答。。。
原来爱情，是这样？ 这样，是爱情原来？为什么，
在感情里，没有谁对谁错（够古老的，喂，可以有创意点吗），任何人都会把自己的另一半想成最好，而当另一半达不到要求时，受伤的会是自己。。。也会是对方。。。
也许这样的情况不会更差，不过。。。
以后有朋友就没女友，有女友就没朋友。。。 不然很忙啊~ 瓦老~ 分身乏术~
哈哈~
（大部分非我原创，转载，只是觉得很有feel~，别乱瞎猜）
Thursday, February 11, 2010
^^
万众瞩目，千呼万唤始出来的子恒回来了~耶
瓦卡卡。。。
做工了，第三分工了阿今年==（我也不想的）我的心始终如一。。。嘿嘿
不过后，没去超级了之后不懂以后会不会后悔列。。。engineer。。。
还很遥远，如此漫长地等待，如此彷徨，如此的无奈，令人唏嘘。。。希望我这不是再蹉跎自己的岁月，我是个大好青年！！！（瓦老的，看你部落格，不是要听你方大炮！！）所以，等这次回去征求各界意见，帮帮我这迷茫无助的小伙子把，不胜感激^^STPM,好像没我想象中的差，只是时间要用多点罢了阿~
情人节要到了，祝各界情人节快乐，新年快乐，心想事成，生龙活虎（绝对没有黄色成分，请别乱猜，君子之言，小人勿毁之，贻笑大方耳。。。哈哈哈）有情人的能一亲芳泽，没的就对着镜子高喊单生万岁吧。。。哈哈哈，不然来租我咯，一百万一个小时，我陪你度过~==
拿到了我第一次的薪水，那种感觉不是盖的~ 爽~ 把钞票紧紧搂着的感觉，就像抱着情人，如痴缠绵，心里丝毫没有一点想放下的感觉。。。
唉。。。发生了很多趣事，数之不尽。。。时间有限，恕小生不一一奉告，往日方长，何苦急在此时，不如择一吉日，大家出来赏花听雨，岂不快哉~
与老婆的关系，最近还真复杂，时不时吵架，时不时甜蜜如胶==
其实，眼泪已经流了七七八八了，你知道吗。。。无力抗拒而弱不仅风的心，被 想你的狂躁心情摧残。。。只有在半夜，梦里不知身为何，一饷贪欢，孤独地回想过往甜蜜的一切，我怕，情人节那天。。。唉，好希望能够陪着你一起度过我们的第一个情人节。。。怎奈，天时地利都没有==，唉。。。
我买了吸血鬼edward第三部，eclipse月食，不知自己能否完成。。。哈哈，用自己薪水买的列，50。。。重本T.T
haha...
即将要买一台手机了哦~祝福我吧~500++而已的拉，能用就好咯。。。哈哈
钱很难赚的咧。。。
皑皑白雪，淫淫丝雨（我忘了我平常用的那两个字怎样读了，就用了这两个）
浩浩宇宙，茵茵草地
你心我心，永远相印
凭栏眺望，天上连绵不断，那洁白纯净的白云；地上无边无际，那婀娜多姿的海洋，似我的心。。。望穿了天涯，始终守候着你，接下来的岁月，你，张嘉茴，是否能够继续陪我走下去。。。我很期待^^ (我的粉丝们，对不起拉，伤了你们的心。。。排谢~）
对酒当歌，人生几何？
佳人相伴，人生何堪？
张嘉茴。。。我。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。你
（人家是腼腆内向的小伙子嘛）
（情人节专用）
新年了，愿我的朋友们，红包拿到笑呵呵，^^(贴心把？）
健康也请各位要保重哦。。。to some of my fren...保重 is take care...
hui kee, eeink, kai xin... nt stay fat。。。瓦卡卡
要不要一起去唱K，我免费唱给你们听，我懂我班的，新颖慈爱拉，最爱听帅哥唱歌了~wow...
免费列。。。哈哈哈
够长了吧。。。好了好了。。。哈哈
晚安^^
瓦卡卡。。。
做工了，第三分工了阿今年==（我也不想的）我的心始终如一。。。嘿嘿
不过后，没去超级了之后不懂以后会不会后悔列。。。engineer。。。
还很遥远，如此漫长地等待，如此彷徨，如此的无奈，令人唏嘘。。。希望我这不是再蹉跎自己的岁月，我是个大好青年！！！（瓦老的，看你部落格，不是要听你方大炮！！）所以，等这次回去征求各界意见，帮帮我这迷茫无助的小伙子把，不胜感激^^STPM,好像没我想象中的差，只是时间要用多点罢了阿~
情人节要到了，祝各界情人节快乐，新年快乐，心想事成，生龙活虎（绝对没有黄色成分，请别乱猜，君子之言，小人勿毁之，贻笑大方耳。。。哈哈哈）有情人的能一亲芳泽，没的就对着镜子高喊单生万岁吧。。。哈哈哈，不然来租我咯，一百万一个小时，我陪你度过~==
拿到了我第一次的薪水，那种感觉不是盖的~ 爽~ 把钞票紧紧搂着的感觉，就像抱着情人，如痴缠绵，心里丝毫没有一点想放下的感觉。。。
唉。。。发生了很多趣事，数之不尽。。。时间有限，恕小生不一一奉告，往日方长，何苦急在此时，不如择一吉日，大家出来赏花听雨，岂不快哉~
与老婆的关系，最近还真复杂，时不时吵架，时不时甜蜜如胶==
其实，眼泪已经流了七七八八了，你知道吗。。。无力抗拒而弱不仅风的心，被 想你的狂躁心情摧残。。。只有在半夜，梦里不知身为何，一饷贪欢，孤独地回想过往甜蜜的一切，我怕，情人节那天。。。唉，好希望能够陪着你一起度过我们的第一个情人节。。。怎奈，天时地利都没有==，唉。。。
我买了吸血鬼edward第三部，eclipse月食，不知自己能否完成。。。哈哈，用自己薪水买的列，50。。。重本T.T
haha...
即将要买一台手机了哦~祝福我吧~500++而已的拉，能用就好咯。。。哈哈
钱很难赚的咧。。。
皑皑白雪，淫淫丝雨（我忘了我平常用的那两个字怎样读了，就用了这两个）
浩浩宇宙，茵茵草地
你心我心，永远相印
凭栏眺望，天上连绵不断，那洁白纯净的白云；地上无边无际，那婀娜多姿的海洋，似我的心。。。望穿了天涯，始终守候着你，接下来的岁月，你，张嘉茴，是否能够继续陪我走下去。。。我很期待^^ (我的粉丝们，对不起拉，伤了你们的心。。。排谢~）
对酒当歌，人生几何？
佳人相伴，人生何堪？
张嘉茴。。。我。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。你
（人家是腼腆内向的小伙子嘛）
（情人节专用）
新年了，愿我的朋友们，红包拿到笑呵呵，^^(贴心把？）
健康也请各位要保重哦。。。to some of my fren...保重 is take care...
hui kee, eeink, kai xin... nt stay fat。。。瓦卡卡
要不要一起去唱K，我免费唱给你们听，我懂我班的，新颖慈爱拉，最爱听帅哥唱歌了~wow...
免费列。。。哈哈哈
够长了吧。。。好了好了。。。哈哈
晚安^^
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
kkk... i promise...
TMR MUST UPDATE MY BLOG!!!!
^^ yoyo... haha... nw i go sleep first la... yahoo...
first i wan to talk bout my work then love story (bestseller among the blog)
n then many many more... so pls stay blog... wakaka... n my expenture too... wow... excited... mayb use chinese to write le... coz long time no use le... rusting nw... must oxidise it back~
^^ yoyo... haha... nw i go sleep first la... yahoo...
first i wan to talk bout my work then love story (bestseller among the blog)
n then many many more... so pls stay blog... wakaka... n my expenture too... wow... excited... mayb use chinese to write le... coz long time no use le... rusting nw... must oxidise it back~
Sunday, January 10, 2010
11.01.10
==... my plan r all ruined... after discussing wif all my dear frens... lolx..
haha... bt gt reason oso la... so i follow u all lo.... pentingkan education first for nw... $$$ can earn after tis... hahaha... ok la ok la... ^^
haha... bt gt reason oso la... so i follow u all lo.... pentingkan education first for nw... $$$ can earn after tis... hahaha... ok la ok la... ^^
Saturday, January 9, 2010
I'm sorry...
today i m writing the second post on the same day...
coz really tak tahan... u told me u were coming when 6.15... then i terus went out... i cycled here n ther... jux for ntg... waiting ur arrival... then until 7.15... i gave up reluctantly... i went home... then i aet... then u 7.40 called me tat u were there... i firstly malas to go out... bt suddenly i thought nt much time we can c each other oso... so i stil went out... jux after a few minutes... i have to change back my shirt again n again jux bcoz of u... i really tak tahan.... pls dun make fool on me... i m nt a fool... i gt msg u when 6.40... if u r nt going to reach here so early... u can either sms me or call me... i dun believe u din have phone to use... u reached here so late... 7.15... without informing me earlier... jux let me wait here... like an idiot... although i always regarded myself as an idiot.... bt it doesnt mean i m an idiot... pls... ok... continue the story... u reached here ad finally... then i received ur call by 7.40... i dun know when u reach here... then i went out... so fas... while i m on the journey ther, u told me u were leaving... ok...jux till here... i dun wan to speak much about tis... i m nw very annoyed n disappointed...
even i gaduh wif arwek pun i tak rasa macam ini...
TQ... i know most of the readers cant fathom wat i have written here de... mayb u all think wat la tis zi hern... sedikit oso macam ini... or watever... bt i really bery bueh song nw...... really...
bt sorry, i cant tell u all the exact situation n cant tell u all hu the fellow i m mentioning... coz tis fellow is one of my most important ppl in my life... tq...
i m sorry to write tis... n i hope u wont c tis...
i apologizes for any offences aroused wif sincerity...
coz really tak tahan... u told me u were coming when 6.15... then i terus went out... i cycled here n ther... jux for ntg... waiting ur arrival... then until 7.15... i gave up reluctantly... i went home... then i aet... then u 7.40 called me tat u were there... i firstly malas to go out... bt suddenly i thought nt much time we can c each other oso... so i stil went out... jux after a few minutes... i have to change back my shirt again n again jux bcoz of u... i really tak tahan.... pls dun make fool on me... i m nt a fool... i gt msg u when 6.40... if u r nt going to reach here so early... u can either sms me or call me... i dun believe u din have phone to use... u reached here so late... 7.15... without informing me earlier... jux let me wait here... like an idiot... although i always regarded myself as an idiot.... bt it doesnt mean i m an idiot... pls... ok... continue the story... u reached here ad finally... then i received ur call by 7.40... i dun know when u reach here... then i went out... so fas... while i m on the journey ther, u told me u were leaving... ok...jux till here... i dun wan to speak much about tis... i m nw very annoyed n disappointed...
even i gaduh wif arwek pun i tak rasa macam ini...
TQ... i know most of the readers cant fathom wat i have written here de... mayb u all think wat la tis zi hern... sedikit oso macam ini... or watever... bt i really bery bueh song nw...... really...
bt sorry, i cant tell u all the exact situation n cant tell u all hu the fellow i m mentioning... coz tis fellow is one of my most important ppl in my life... tq...
i m sorry to write tis... n i hope u wont c tis...
i apologizes for any offences aroused wif sincerity...
Friday, January 8, 2010
test undang...
==... ask us go ther by 10... then ho... wait until 1.07 then baru i can go in to do the test... bapak dia... 3 hours spent at outside... squander betul... more inrritating is.............!!!!! i only spent tak sampai 15 minutes to do the test... walao de... indeed nt worth for it waiting outside, doing ntg... haizzz... luckily pass juga la~ chin huei oso pass with same marks wif me... haha... chia xuan~~~^^ +you la~ haha... then jing ni oso pass lo... bt her sis near miss one question sial... so sad lo... her face flickered a sense of sorrow... ^^ nvm d la... gt wei zeik as ur brother-in-law... then wei zeik oso banyak money de... so dun worry or agonised over it...^^
hehe~ today schedule... no working... boring... haizzz... cant c all the cute students~ haha, miss them sial~
yoyo... yesterday night cant sleep lo~ keep thinking about my future...
haha... hui hui a~ u appeared most of the time leh... hahaha... ^^
muackzzz~
hehe~ today schedule... no working... boring... haizzz... cant c all the cute students~ haha, miss them sial~
yoyo... yesterday night cant sleep lo~ keep thinking about my future...
haha... hui hui a~ u appeared most of the time leh... hahaha... ^^
muackzzz~
Hapi day~
hahaaha.... i have found my way~ yes~ today finally i have made sum plan about my future... nt as foggy as b4 le leh~ wakaka... can c the vague outline of my bright future le... although stil have to consider it twice la... hehehe... u all MAN MAN guess ba... sure cant guess de... n then i m nt going to tell u all oso... haha... u all Jjux ANTICIPATING ba... wakaka~
Thursday, January 7, 2010
wakaka
today happy~... coz i finally gt sum intuition about my future le... bt ho, my mum nt so agree... so ho... i stil have to consider it twice... but overall, today is the happiest day among all my working hour... ^^
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
07.01.10
a day synonymous wif boredom again...
haizzz... ntg to say lo... but ho... dun know y i keep pondering tat i m going to b fired soon... haha... coz ho... there ho, macam ntg to do de leh... nvm la... here dun leave ppl, thers stil a place for me...(translated from chinese idiom).wakaka^^
tmr will b beter for me~
haizzz... ntg to say lo... but ho... dun know y i keep pondering tat i m going to b fired soon... haha... coz ho... there ho, macam ntg to do de leh... nvm la... here dun leave ppl, thers stil a place for me...(translated from chinese idiom).wakaka^^
tmr will b beter for me~
Monday, January 4, 2010
FIRST TIME work...
walao wek... tired sial... haha...spend whole time standing...
n then ho... the salry only RM 15 /day... coz nw is TESTING period... nvm la... jux tahan one week first la... haizzz...
Tiu Jia HUi going to change her class from pure science class to account class... i gt nothing to say... jux grant her wish la... hope tat u really have made ur plan properly... i willl support u watever u decide...tats all...
n then ho... the salry only RM 15 /day... coz nw is TESTING period... nvm la... jux tahan one week first la... haizzz...
Tiu Jia HUi going to change her class from pure science class to account class... i gt nothing to say... jux grant her wish la... hope tat u really have made ur plan properly... i willl support u watever u decide...tats all...
Friday, January 1, 2010
I m back...
Finally, i m back... back from my reverie...
2010... we farewell wif the precious 2009 n welcoming the new year...
indeed... time flew swiftly... we no longer nid a school uniform le... so sad...
2 more days i m going to work... work in tuition centre, yearning to earn money by my ownself for the first time... walao de... FIRST TIME LEH... it reminds me of the many first time i experienced in year 2009...hahaha... Hapy~
since its a new year... let me have some wishes ba... though all the wishes seem like the same throughout whole hayat...
first: my family members, lover, friends i appreciate r healthy
second: health is most important, i wish u all the most vital things ad... wad else u all wan from me? hahaha^^
haizzz... getting older oso boring la...
then tmr going to take undang ceramah... rumour shows tat tis ceramah is very n very boring de... luckily gt chin huei bersama me... yeah~ BRO~ yoyo...
hahaha
i gonna drive~ yeah~ then i m no longer confined in the house n get my deprived freedom freed away again~ woohoo...
2009 year is the most unforgettable year for ZI HERN...
i will miss u... 2009... mayb go buy 4D as a sign of paying my last condolensce to u... u r intrievable... bring a lot of fun, joy to me...
TQ, with my faithful sincerity,,, TQ 2009...
2010... we farewell wif the precious 2009 n welcoming the new year...
indeed... time flew swiftly... we no longer nid a school uniform le... so sad...
2 more days i m going to work... work in tuition centre, yearning to earn money by my ownself for the first time... walao de... FIRST TIME LEH... it reminds me of the many first time i experienced in year 2009...hahaha... Hapy~
since its a new year... let me have some wishes ba... though all the wishes seem like the same throughout whole hayat...
first: my family members, lover, friends i appreciate r healthy
second: health is most important, i wish u all the most vital things ad... wad else u all wan from me? hahaha^^
haizzz... getting older oso boring la...
then tmr going to take undang ceramah... rumour shows tat tis ceramah is very n very boring de... luckily gt chin huei bersama me... yeah~ BRO~ yoyo...
hahaha
i gonna drive~ yeah~ then i m no longer confined in the house n get my deprived freedom freed away again~ woohoo...
2009 year is the most unforgettable year for ZI HERN...
i will miss u... 2009... mayb go buy 4D as a sign of paying my last condolensce to u... u r intrievable... bring a lot of fun, joy to me...
TQ, with my faithful sincerity,,, TQ 2009...
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