释然~

痛, 可以一边走一边痊愈,这也是爱的代价.
做个全新的自己,爱自己,爱对方, 忘不掉就不要强求, 把对方永远放在心地, 默默地关心, 深深的思念, 这也是种幸福... :-)
oo, these words really keep reverberating in my mind in waves and screw my day up~~ @.@

so that means i m happy right now? LOLZ~ 奉上一首: "街角的祝福" ^.^ juz 她 change to 他...

"食"面埋伏..
of late the issues of food and drinks which contain CHEMICAL substances that could be harmful to human body provoke the every sense of human and trully elicits quite a commotion.
Looking around the food or drinks we have consumed, it seems like nothing is safe edible...
DO NOT even believe what those seller fellow said, DELUSIVE enough... drink plain water would be the best choice afterall... :-) cheapest and healthiest...

JPA..
hmm.. i have some bad intuition about next year SPM result, i can foretell that next year wont be much 8 or 9 A+ le.. haha~ MALAYSIA politics are all enveloped in solid and fraudulent tricks which are obnoxious and godforsaken... hehe, ther are always people who treat themselves as hero of their RACE, or in other word RACIST in other's eyes... btw, they look stupid enough in the EYE OF BEHOLDER.. oops... sorry, no offend and no affront o... dun bring me to the TABLE of JUSTICE for insulting u all o...

@.@ kns, ytd i was SO SO SO SO childish le~ kept asking ppl's opinion... =3=
hahaha~ btw, forget it ba~~ XD, all is eeink fault.. told me that thing... haha... make me sitless ... >.<"
XD, btw, thx for concern la... ~~ ^.^

phew~ blog changed~~ ^.^

pondering and contradicting whether the older post should be deleted or not...
finally decide to just let them off~

haha, those are the sweet and rueful mingled memories of mine, no point ERADICATING them from my new blog... WE PEOPLE should always look forward instead of feeding the growth of any grudgious mind due to the past in our shadow sites of our mind~ :-) only drag us behind...

GRAND NEW DAY~
it is coming to a resounding end...
a day of reckoning~ oops~~ >.<"
you would stand in my way,
however, the way is no more enshroud in the absolute darkness,
it starts to grow brighter and glimmer of zeal has just began to streak through its way.
EMBRACE the future~
LOVE IS STILL THE MOST ADORABLE THINGS~
i have resurrected my faith towards it although somehow somethings happened recently have really shattered my faith.
DO NOT EVER LOSE FAITH

i m wondering if i could catch up with my English in my university...

SO, embark on the journey on improving my skills would be the very first mission of mine before stepping into university..

looking forward to the pending travelling with u guys~ haha, sometimes there are things we would feel surreal to share with our parent.
however, not applicable for frens.. haha~ XD

yesterday had a dream... hmm..
odd enough.. i think most probably after i chat with u guys on skype.. >.<"
hahaha~ GOOD BYE to the emotional MAY and welcome a rejoicing JUN to our life~ ^.^
oo~ T.T
(P/S : i m going to pokai in JUN!!!)
haha~ POKAI COULD BE FUN TOOOO~~~
by the way, i find my blog the least animated... could u all pls kindly leave me a "HI" after u all read my post? >.<"
thank you!
^.^

lol

i m going to change a blog le.. pls update urself~ ^.^
maybe i would send u all my new blog address~ haha, c first~~ XD

argh~~

spent so much money today~~
jux becoz i din bring my matrix card.. =3=
walaowek~ bapak dia sial!! >.<"
haha, anyway, long time no c sau chyun, hui kee le.. and then although i can c tat si jing everyday but do not speak much words with her as today le~ getting insane nw~ haha~ STP really stresssssss~~~~
haiz, eeink nonid say la, choki gang.. lol... >.<" haha, <3~
she keeps lamenting and moaning about her photo le.. ~.~

sau chyun stil look kns~ hahhaa~ brother forever.. ^^
unlike that tan hui kee, use my camera to take so many her pic.. kns, i indeed meet some rival le..

haha~ vivian oso kns one, i ask her out dun wan, bt when hui kee ask, she agree without any hesitation. wth? =3=
ok ok la~ hahaha, today going to sleep soon, coz later would have one grand football match waiting for me.. ^.^
both teams are my favorite team~ so, gambateh neh~~~ ^.^

forget forget forget FORGET~~~ ^.^
FORGET!!! WOOHOO~

i m ok.

okie,
i promise myself, i will control myself from visiting facebook too frequently.
i promise myself, i will not visit those webpage that bukan bukan.
i promise myself, i will not play dota anymore.
i promise myself, i will read some story books.
i promise myself, i will practise some new piano songs.
i promise myself, i will control my tears from dripping.
i promise myself, i will be okay again.
i promise myself, i will forget u.

during the holiday.

我的任性,我的无知,我的无聊,我的没用,我的自私,我的幼稚,我的错.

回想从前,我也没有改变多少.

我从来都没有发现过, 原来
我从不对朋友发脾气
我从不对老师发脾气
我只对某些人, 譬如, 我的家人.

i promise myself, i would never scold any other gals with rude words, no matter how subtle is it.

老实说, 我从小到大, 考试A拿到完, 学什么东西也比别人快.
我曾经非常自豪.
造成了我的自尊心,
很高.
其实, 刚刚想想, 如果能选择, 我会选择做个有礼貌, 受朋友欢迎, 谦虚的人.

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失去了才珍惜, 全部人都懂.
不过有几个人能够真正地在失去前去珍惜?
我失去过了.
珍惜, 在我心中却依旧神秘, 仍被緲緲的轻烟覆盖着.
什么与什么.
我到底,
几时才能够成为一个,
成熟,有责任感.能给女生安全感的男人.
我引颈那一天的到来.
鳯凰浴火重生,
在别人只看到他风光的那一面时,
有谁会明了他浴火时所受的那种痛彻心脾的痛苦.

呵呵, 少年不识愁滋味. 我真的不懂. 尽都是些埋怨罢了, 一笑置之就好.

这一刻, 我容许自己
尽情地发泄.
人, 有时就真诚地面对自己吧. 为什么, 我曾经那么笨地去骗自己. 骗自己一切不过是个梦, 散了就好. 逼自己做些现在想起都那么后悔的事.

哭,不能解决问题; 不过,能够发泄. 终是好的.

ok
i m done.
要讲的都已经说完.
^^

加油~

大约在冬季..
月亮代表我的心..
nice!!

4.0

oo~ 经过一个晚上的折腾，终于可以放下心了~
真的有一点“惊到”这一次~
>.<" 嗯，有人欢喜有人愁，有些朋友考到不是很好，别伤心！继续努力~ 你们可以的！
二十载来的寒窗苦读（有吗？=3=），终于都熬到了今天，转眼间踏上了另一个里程碑，即将进入人生中最后的学府。

加油加油，STP 的朋友也一样，要考试了！！
人生百态~ 又有谁能真正的无牵无挂，无忧无虑，且笑对人生，拥抱明天吧~ ！！！！

刚出去载我妹，甫出去，被冷风一吹，便精神了。抬头望了望月亮，嗯，是十五吧？月色朦朦浓浓的，心里头不知怎的泛起了一波波的涟漪。。。 不知不觉，单身了也快三个月了。 回想起以前那段日子，酸甜苦辣上心头。离开吉打也一个月了，成绩也要出了，真的有点怕这次的成绩。。T.T
现在我也不知道要干什么，突然见心很烦，很烦。？ 我真的不是很了解自己，呵呵，烦死了。 烦啊烦

haizz...

really boring nowadays, feel like going work... but dont know wat job i could do... =.=
btw, home sweet home~~ ^^
redang trip, really awesome~!!
we shud really start to preserve our environment... if u wan to let the next generation, eg: ur son, ur daughter, ur grandson and so on to have the chance to savor our mesmerizing nature... start to arouse some alertness towards environment...
when i was snorkeling in the ocean, browsing through various kind of fishes... that scenes really jux grasp my breath... the chorals ther oso hold me hostage!! i was once AWKSRUCK by the malicing enormous view of ocean that extend to infinite... in the water, i could feel a spasm of fear.. lol, the ocean really is scaring and pretty as well.. it is jux too unfathomable... this is the very first time i felt the helplessness of human in front of nature so real... hmmm... threatening...

haizz... cont tmr...