Thursday, February 24, 2011

haha ^^

kk, i ad know what am i doing now and what am i pursuing.
so, CASE CLOSED ya... haha.
dun talk to me about EVERYTHING again.
i m LI ZI HERN again. hahaha XP

Monday, February 21, 2011

我知道。。。

Thursday, February 10, 2011

yesterday.
cant sleep well.
no electric... =.="
sienz.
tdy going to go back.
although sad to go back,
but this is the last time,
i go back ther,
i shud appreciate the time with the frens ther.
2 more months.
shud be easy.
bye bye Jb,
miss my family, n frens.
c u all.
in the next two months.
^^

suddenly,
i realize,
2 more days,
13 february,
is the day we met each other 2 years ago.
haha, nostalgia...

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

完结篇.

就这样, 再灿烂的烟火... 也会熄灭.
我们 从此以后变回陌生人了.
募然回首, 往事已成回忆.
虚緲 如烟飞逝...
希望今晚再哭多一晚就好.

今天原本还抱有那么一些些希望.
不过, 你的一眼都不给我, 也使我不敢再奢望.
我怕我一开口,你会答应.
我们以后又会吵架.
我怕.
再让你哭.

爱上了 NI AN DONG's
sorry that i love you.
今天是我第二次,
走在马路上哭.
上一次发生还是在中四时, 发生了老师的那一件事.
失望+伤心
无奈+忏悔
不过已经无所谓了拉...
我们俩的感情太多波折...
折腾
痛苦
从此以后,
希望你能好好照顾自己拉^^
还有你自己的身体.
愿你幸福.

END.

haha, finally.
no tears.
nothing.
she and me are not the destined one.
today, another memorable day.
09/02/2011
03/05/2009
647 days.
no third party.
before i used to think that 性格不合 is a lame reason.
now i know. IT isn't
i dk how i have changed.
but i know u do change a lot.
in the 647 days, many things happened.
(my tears finally roll while i write until here)
sad, happy, crazy, agnorant, hysterial, watever and watever...
we had experienced a lot.
tis is my first love.
i know i wont be able to forget it.
but when the time reaches,
we have to act.
now i recall,
we fight each other very frequently, does'n't it?
haha.
i have actually wrapped the presentS for u,
but now,
they are jux ashes.
no blame.
now i wan to tell a story.



ther's a couple.
knew each other in a sport festival in their same school at 13 february 2009
soon they started to send msg to each other...
by 03 MAy, they accepted each other.
time flew fast, happiness bloomed.
everytime the boy would had elicited a fight.
becoz tat boy is kinda old-fashioned and ancient thinker.
the girl kept tolerate, give in to the boy becoz she loved her very much.
so end the day.
days by days


Until a time, the girl was driven into frenzy.
due to over restriction of the boy, she retaliated.
fights were issued.
numerous.
boy started to scare and regret.
but no use, they are both hot-tempered.
slowly,
no one like to apologize first.
as if it symbolized that succumb to someone.
dignity challenged.


they kept break up and break up, reunion and reunion.
sometimes the boy thought of giving up this relationship.
however,
love.
the boy knew he loves the girl.
and he does.
but neither he wants to negotiate.
lastly,


09/02/2011


this is the end of story.
the boy,
is lonely,
again.

END.

a letter from the boy


TO:
the girl

i wish u could seek ur true love.
i'm sorry i am not the one hu hold ur hand to enter the church and shout to everyone that 'I DO!"
i'm sorry for wasting ur precious time.
i'm sorry to let you cry.
and i'm sorry that i hurt you,
sorry that i fell through,
sorry i was falling in love with you,
i'm sorry that it came true,
but sorry doesn't turn back time,
for all that i have done to you,
i wish that i could make it right.
sorry for being the one hu taught you cry...

our promises... let bypass be bypass
let the memories sink.
mayb it needs years, decade or centuries
to wipe out you.
but i could bear.
and,
i believe.
the world is big.
you will meet someone in the future.
for sure
happy.
must be happy.
and healthy.

remember
u r urself.


From :
the boy

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

difficult

contradiction. sweetness between us already become tenuous. mayb it's the count down time for us. too many hindrance. trapped helplessly in the heavy mist, cant grope for a exit. stumble along the snaky road. front way is such a great torrent, rumbling with deafening thunder, chaotic, vague, unaccessible.

haiz, long time didn't write english essay le. =.="
never mind la~
new eyar new hope! haha
hope everyone happy always and healthy always! HuaT ARGH~~~~~~~~~~~~ hahaha