END.

haha, finally.
no tears.
nothing.
she and me are not the destined one.
today, another memorable day.
09/02/2011
03/05/2009
647 days.
no third party.
before i used to think that 性格不合 is a lame reason.
now i know. IT isn't
i dk how i have changed.
but i know u do change a lot.
in the 647 days, many things happened.
(my tears finally roll while i write until here)
sad, happy, crazy, agnorant, hysterial, watever and watever...
we had experienced a lot.
tis is my first love.
i know i wont be able to forget it.
but when the time reaches,
we have to act.
now i recall,
we fight each other very frequently, does'n't it?
haha.
i have actually wrapped the presentS for u,
but now,
they are jux ashes.
no blame.
now i wan to tell a story.



ther's a couple.
knew each other in a sport festival in their same school at 13 february 2009
soon they started to send msg to each other...
by 03 MAy, they accepted each other.
time flew fast, happiness bloomed.
everytime the boy would had elicited a fight.
becoz tat boy is kinda old-fashioned and ancient thinker.
the girl kept tolerate, give in to the boy becoz she loved her very much.
so end the day.
days by days


Until a time, the girl was driven into frenzy.
due to over restriction of the boy, she retaliated.
fights were issued.
numerous.
boy started to scare and regret.
but no use, they are both hot-tempered.
slowly,
no one like to apologize first.
as if it symbolized that succumb to someone.
dignity challenged.


they kept break up and break up, reunion and reunion.
sometimes the boy thought of giving up this relationship.
however,
love.
the boy knew he loves the girl.
and he does.
but neither he wants to negotiate.
lastly,


09/02/2011


this is the end of story.
the boy,
is lonely,
again.

END.

a letter from the boy


TO:
the girl

i wish u could seek ur true love.
i'm sorry i am not the one hu hold ur hand to enter the church and shout to everyone that 'I DO!"
i'm sorry for wasting ur precious time.
i'm sorry to let you cry.
and i'm sorry that i hurt you,
sorry that i fell through,
sorry i was falling in love with you,
i'm sorry that it came true,
but sorry doesn't turn back time,
for all that i have done to you,
i wish that i could make it right.
sorry for being the one hu taught you cry...

our promises... let bypass be bypass
let the memories sink.
mayb it needs years, decade or centuries
to wipe out you.
but i could bear.
and,
i believe.
the world is big.
you will meet someone in the future.
for sure
happy.
must be happy.
and healthy.

remember
u r urself.


From :
the boy