i wan broadband a~~~

haizzz... i wan broadband leh... if cant online in matrix, i wll be very very down... lolx
going kedah soon, will be leaving my family... T.T my cute brother... T.T... n then my jh... never mind never mind... we must taste bitterness before we could taste the sweetness... haha, to achieve my goal as a successful n rich ppl in the future, ther's some sacrifises i need to brace for... Zi Hern, gud luck... ^^ ALL THE BEST!

successfully passed JPj...

after JPJ, the next goal of my life at the moment is JPA!!!! woohoo~ let's go for it... haha

worrying...

in agony... wat had happened? i think the crux will be ur ur father, as it always had been... looks like ur hp is being consficated by ur dad... i m really worried, hoping tat u would tell me wad had happened as soon as possible... T.T today is our ONE-YEAR-EVE... it only makes me more uncomfortable of this fact... haizzz... because of me, u r always chided by ur dad... ==" , actually i can understand his feelings though i m nt a father yet... the tension between ur dad n u is escalating... i can feel through the msg u sent me... this is nt wad i hope for... not tat i hope to provoke ur dad's animosity towards me, isn't it? he is going to be my second father in future too as SCHEDULED... haizzz... hope that at this moment, u r fine, nt being scolded by ur dad BECAUSE OF ME... it makes me feel very very remorseful... disdainfully, i m nt able to do anything despite of waiting ur msg helplessly, doing nothing... I could merely wish u that
I love u very much... HAPPY ONE YEAR~ ^^

help me pls

==", haizzz
wat to do now? lamenting... grumbling...
stil bereft of idea... =="

random...

yeah yeah, i finally managed to finish my vampire story, haha, i love EDWARD man~ woohoo, he is so as appealing as me... wakaka, twilight saga is the most enhanting n thralling novels thoughout the centuries... Although frankly, i dun like the BELLA due to her disposition... but the is still worth reading, strongly recommended tat eveyone should go n get a book read instead of being confined in the hustle n bustle of the city, squandering precious time... speak of this, kns... the onslaught of noises of the house opposite this morning really provoke me... ORANG TIDUR BEGITU MASAK, U BEGITU AWAL BUKA KERJA BUAT APA? lol...
wow, today i m so weid, neither introduce u all a pretty gal, my love story, a book instead... haha, after reading books, the spasm of gratification u earned will be YOURS, trust me... it's nt a gibberish...as this sentense is quoted from GREAT ZI HERN... haha
erm... my one year ceremony with someone else is coming, always left me gasping tat the time flew too fast, too swiftly... neither of us could grasp it...so... enjoy it...SAVOUR THE TIME with the one u loved... haha... Jia Hui~ Jia Hui~... muackzzz muackzzz muackzzz... it's been one year we together, n i love u ^^ my love never ebb... but only foster deeper n deeper... (stop it!!!!!!!! it's so obnoxious!!!!!!) =="... ok ok...
the days in johor is nw stepped into COUNTABLE TERMS... will be travelling to KEDAH soon, T.T... JPA, wher r u...i have coveted u since long time ago, dun make me sad ok? haha...
hei another stunning news, our MR KIING wrote an article in sin chew daily, go n take a glimpse ya everyone... haha, it's a meaningful articl=PLAY SAFE...(jau huei sure shuang nw)(ps: no sex innuendoes) lol, dun be too hasty in getting urself ur soul partner, pls be prudent n patient... haha...

^^ (part 2) canada...

lolx, apa nak buat ini? erm... termenung kejap... haizzz... recently i really desert my bm le... in JPA interview's day, i cant produce a full flawless single sentence... so intimidating... haizzz... such a disgrace... well, half-hopefully i m nt being selected for the JPA schoalrship, then i m able to keep my arwek company... but another half keeps urging me to do the oppostite, going overseas~... haha... isn't it bizarre? haha... everyone is craving for it full-heartedly, but neither me... hahaha... ^^
CANADA~ seems like too far from malaysia~ haha... nvm, i can go ther honeymoon~ woohoo~ haha... ^^

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so sad, i nid to force myself to write essay here... zzz... all the interviews are going to squeeze my brain frantically... i gonna rummage my brain n keep it working, otherwise i wont be capable of being selected as one of the lucky scholar~ OH MY GOD~ sad... nw, problem arouses. wat is the dang topic tat i going to write tdy? well, being scrutinised n besotted by others for my enchanting face? wakaka... lolx, so boring nowadays, i hope so much to have something to be done... ^^
tdy was a happy day, i TRULY enjoyed it~ hahaha