勇气！

其实也没有什么啦。
说了也没人知道~ XD
而且喜欢你也不是什么丢脸的事情~ 哈哈~
以前欣赏，现在不错喜欢。
@.@
不过不太可能追你~ 哈哈~
继续这样偷偷看你的profile和照片就好~ =）

YOU 出现在我的 blog 很多次，好奇么~ >.<"
YOU 和我的老大伟胜同姓，和我一个姓陈的朋友同名字...
~.~
哈哈~ 够了拉~

阿今天做工看到一个美女，哈哈~
是我的菜啊~~ >.<
气质型的~ 呵呵~
和你一样~ ^.^

=)

so goodbye~~ pls hold ur patience and listen to the song beside~~ ^.^
SO GOODBYE.. sweet~~
strongly recommended~~
haha, very tired today... working is much tougher!! >.<"

yesterday dream lagi funny!!
i dreamed of one scene of my secondary class, 5 berlian, but so strange! LOL, becoz woon sin's good fren, JIE QI oso there.. LOL~

yet,
again YOU appeared.
u sit in front of me.. hahaha~ i wonder y u inside the class.. >.<"
and i kept making fun of you~~ XP
i pulled your hair~ and a squint of you just brightened my day.. =)

我喜欢就是喜欢, 是我的事情。
喜欢人是好事。
不用掩藏。
又没有强迫你非得要喜欢我不可。
我知道我不是你的菜。
你也不是我的菜，
不过我就是喜欢你。

it is wad said by 金娜娜.
touched~ =)
but i m still able to subdue the sudden surge of vehement courage that urges me to talk to you.
=) i m a coward.. i m afraid of being ignored..
knowing myself a lot of weaknesses waiting to be mended...
it just takes more than courage to talk to you.. =)

haizzz.. somemore I still feel fresh about my last relationship..
the mark of the excruciating pain craved in my heart months ago is still resounding.. still wincing...
=) stalking your facebook profile everyday..
viewing your photos everyday..
the satisfactory gained is just simple and substantial.. =)
i m satisfied with this kind of SILENT relationship.. haha~~
(i m glad that my traces would not be tracked when i opened your facebook profile everyday.. XP)

since i dun dare to talk to YOU even a single word,
hope that u r happy now... =)
becoz i m happy now.. =)
haizzz.. city hunter makes me feel like IN A RELATIONSHIP again!!! T.T
LOL~~~

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ZI PAI~~

mingled

worse... coz today is Sunday, a day which people freed from the hostage of daily routine... upon anticipation, the wave of people was endless especially during peak time..

surely, our service was still poor due to insufficient of man power..
by the way, i ad tried my best and revved up my exertion to show my amiableness, crumple my face, extend my lips to the maximum just to express my graciousness... haizz... however, the feedback from some of the customers really pissed me off.. LOL, never mind la~ they are CUSTOMER ma.. =3="

the experiences inspired me to have some new idea about people.
people are really special.. i could say roughly that all people having different disposition... it was proven when i used almost the same funny and kindly faces facing them.. some show utter animosity, piercing u with their menacing words; whereas some people are friendly enough even to reply you a thank you by the time u r grabbing money from them! LOL~~

this work is quite fun anyway, although it is quite tricky sometimes...


P/S : today leng lui is alot!! ahahaha~~~ >.<" example: jing xian tan~~ ahaaha~~


wanna share few things embarrassing, hmm.. if dulu, i sure DA PAO d.. haha~ but now, dun think i m capable of that kind of compliment... XD , so forget it ba~~

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初戀的顏色 我們都記得
像家鄉那條小河 透明得 很清澈
你曾為我折 一千個紙鶴
如今卻連一個擁抱 你我都尷尬著

對的錯的 做了選擇 故事說到這
只是過去的甜蜜太過深刻
要多久 才能夠褪色
好的壞的 做了選擇 我們就到這
縱然會難以割舍又能如何
說好了 這個時刻不互相指責

永遠的承諾是你賜給的
只是當初任誰也不曉得
愛情的轉折 比想象中的坎坷
感情的怨懟拉扯 牢牢捆綁著
有些裂痕你無法去 卻只能捨得

就讓我曾愛過的記憶深刻
其他的（才能夠褪色）
就此放手 微笑得帶過

nice song again by fish leong~ kns, dk hu post this song in fb d.. btw, love is always a variable factor and is dependable~~
i could not dispute sometimes the memories of us will like shriek of lightning flashing in my mind.. but the serenity is deafening.. =)
at least the situation we are in now is not as worse as the hongkong stars',　谢霆锋 and 张伯芝.. XD~ hahaha~~

haha, tlen punya sister... although i cant go for ur support... but gambateh o~~~
sorry that i couldn't go.. >.<"

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ei you a you... yala, is you... dun doubt that.. @.@
the 8 words below are for you:

X XXXX XXX
(hint: not i love you)
ahahaha~~~~ XD


lee minho a lee minho~ so sad la.. T.T

first day of working... T.T

haizz... sad sad... =3="
coerced myself to wake up at 5 a.m!!!
was 5 a.m!! when the breaking dawn was still yawning,
and the drool of most of the people just started to stream...
this was the time i woke up.. =3="

my perseverance sure was something to be proud of.. wasn't it??
>.<"
haizz... worked with wei shen's mum at her shop in JALAN DEDAP 19, JOHOR JAYA.
a DIN SUM shop!!! pls pay us a visit ya~ hahaha~~
haizz... have to torture myself forsaking my old habit of sleeping at 1 o'clock, sacrificing my precious splendid time at home, instead sleeping at 10 ++... T.T

nevertheless, i have to work, i must.
for the sake of my future girlfriend in university, i MUST work!!
if not, i wont be able to treat YOU~~ tat's y i must feast my purse! LOL~~
touched?? tissue here~ >.<"

i m now currently pursuing CITY HUNTER .. LEE MINHO =3="
speaking of him, a spasm of jealousy arouses. He really is handsome and pretty~ haizzz~~ is it the evidence which shows that God is biased?? >.<"
jux kidding though~ =)

i din post any for yesterday..
it is saved as draft in blogger.
it is actually my puny thoughts about sukan.
after much consideration, decision have been made for that post would have just been concealed, let it lie underearth~~ ahahha~~

XP..

阅读报纸的几个好处

阅读报纸，增广见闻，还可以延年益寿。不止这样，还有更多好处，不信？

1. 很多爆笑新闻 - 某某某部长花几百万弄个专页，诸如此类。
2. 连续剧般的剧情 - 高潮迭起，半似结婚半似离，非要你锁定焦点，否则不知结果。
- 玉女欲女，傻傻分不清楚。
3. 天方夜谭 - 某某某说我没有贪污，我没有犯法！博君一笑。
4. 教育寓言 - 永远不要得罪有背后靠山的人，否则被咬上身，呜呼哀哉，自求多福。
5. 无间道的哲言 - 永远不要相信自己身边的兄弟, 更加不用说非亲非故的党员。
6. 做人的道理 - 哎呀~ 凡事沉默是金！

=） just for laugh~ hahaha... ^.^

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FALLEN 1... NICE~~

!!!!

现在网民虽然被赋予说话的权利，不过不代表可以肆无忌惮地乱放屁！
你们已经逼死了一个爸爸。
有哪一个爸爸会用自己孩子的死来播出名阿？ 你们这些网民是干什么的？ 吃饱没事做就放屁。
只会批评，建议你们看多一点书，提升自己的墨水和文化。
现在是二十一世纪了，不要好像古代的番邦，一点思考能力都没有。
反省。


had finished reading THE FALLEN 1.
waiting for the 2 ~~


aiya~ i guess i m missing YOU right now again~ @.@

i m boring so that i have finished my 天龙八部 once again..
touched again... T.T

天长地久有时尽，此恨绵绵无绝期。
月出皎兮，佼人僚兮，舒缭糾兮，劳心俏兮。(me oso x berapa faham ini)
萧峰之豪，虚竹之傻，段誉之呆。
要是能有段誉那股呆劲多好~~ 唉~~

random

我想把粗话打出来，很想。依不拉辛阿里。不过,骂了他也听不懂。
现在我们的年轻人很多都不关心政治了。包括我的朋友，全部疯韩国。
一群小妹妹和我之前一样，为情所困。其实，唉~ 算了。
mother, 我不是社论家。
我代表的是人民。
国阵，如果你们再放纵野狗乱吠，下一次你们将会是在野党。
我们百姓要的只是丰衣足食，和睦相处，不论什么种族都一样。
你他妈的放野狗出来。wth??
烧人肖像可以，和平集会就不能？
马华在干吗？连巫青团都放话要take action了，你们呢？
尊贵的首相纳吉，您真的要大选吗？ 老实说，我挺欣赏您。 所以给你忠告：
现在大选，恐怕您会输得更惨。 拖你后腿的人太多了 ...

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cheh~ 现在的人自拍技术越来越好。
照片中的人和现实中的差个十万八千里。。 =3=
要找对象最好别看照片~~ 要不然娶回家了包你吐血!! LOL~
想 post 一些照片上来， 却怕得罪人~~ >.<" 都是些小妹妹~ LOL~~

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while listening to the song, 好的事情, and oso rummaging the photos in my pc.. memories of KMK flickered..

好的事情 最後雖然結束
感動十分 就有十分滿足
謝謝你 是你陪我走過那些路
好的事情 也許能夠重複
感動時分 就算紛紛模糊
不要哭 至少你和我記得很清楚

PTL~ CHEMISTRY DAY~ UNCOUNTABLE COMPETITION... the moments when we all were out of guidance and rein of our parents, we frolic, we whiled away the time crazy about. everyone of us had love rumours.. only few gals (i doubt if they are gals oso) are good friend of mine... i m an introvert, so never be the first who greet gals a "hi!" or something else...only if u have become my better friend, i show my true color~ XD... this made my gals pals circle a small one...



to secondary friends oso, i miss those days i play truant and lepak with some of u~
dun forget the moment when we were in secondary school, kay?
remembered the time we went tuition together, the time we dint finish our homework and rush to borrow each other's note to copy...
these were all my nice moments.

besides, the conflict in family at that time had eventually ebbed too...
my parents finally practice LOVE EDUCATION~ LMAO~~ >.<"

20-06-2011

郑丁贤所说的笑话： 赞！
......., 反示威的事就交给土权去办，反正依不拉欣阿里不用计较形象（已经没有形象了），hahahaha~ i burst into laughter non-stop~ wakkakaak~~~

oo, hmm.. jux saw some some photos uploaded by friends..
i think, some intimate photos shouldn't be uploaded to public..
i don't know wad is the feelings of others after viewing the photos..
but jux kind of uneasy creeps along my spine..
i am not referring to anyone.. and m not scoffing anyone... just some constructive (or destructive?) advice i might give...
the passionate in love is irresistible and anyone would definitely be swoon over with the magic of love... sharing and exposing the love between to others so others may envy.. but there is a limit... not with half-naked hugging each other... =3="
you have to face the possibility of breaking up..
the possibility that cant be snuffed off...
(sorry, no offence, anyway, the people involved is my brother too)
it is better for the photos to be kept for two persons only.. =)
i still treat you as brother, tats y i comment here~ hope that our BROTHERHOOD wont be affected~ @.@

haiz~ the day for the announcement of upu result is approaching and..
the feeling is suffocating... =3="
anyway, GOOD LUCK~

ohyeah, about the english classes, i called them just now, almost same with the newspaper.. It is like some english enhancement class before entering University.. they would teach the techniques of doing assignment, reports and maybe some skills related to writing, reading, listening and speaking... u would need to go there for registration.
RM800, 72 hours, every Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday.
time: 9 to 12 or 2 to 5 ...
12 july would be the first day...
That's all about~ ^.^

argh~~ seriously i m craving for something right now!! argh~~~ hahahah~~ XD

LOVE in the RIOTS

haha~ impressive, isn't it?
to kiss with everyone's uncanny glare and gaze in such a commotion, it is worth trying~ ahaha~ XD, wondering who might be my next victim~ and kindly advice to be very careful o my dear next victim~ ^.^

i think it is quite romantic o~ despite kissing in cinema, at home, or any place furtively and steathily as if commiting crime...
kissing is a menifest of LOVE~ LOL~~ >.<"
the quotes from the guy's father :
"MAKE LOVE, dun make RIOTS"
@.@

LOL, did not expect kns sj tan upload my video to facebook.. zzz
i m not very satisfied with that song actually~
but never mind la~ =3="
haha, YOU is YOU lo~ dun think too much~~
though i m not going to reveal hu is that~ let the riddle prevails~ ahaha~~ XD..
sorry for the affront caused to anybody if anybody feel any unease due to this...

>..<"

today is father's day~ everyone sure is planning on treating ur dad~ ^.^
cherish ur parents.
just read newspaper about the smuggler who had been convicted death in singapore.. touched,hmm..
but anyway, don't only come to appriecating ur parents when u cope with turbulence in life. There are no one in this world except ur parent which could show no thorough aversion to you..
they accept wad u r... and they lavish their love on you.. so, do love your parent~
^.^ anyway i m not going to say 'I LOVE U' or 'HAPPY FATHER's DAY' to my dad though~
kinda bizarre~ @.@

yesterday dreamed again.
exactly a wrecked dream.
it was a story..i m lucky to visit a hmm... a science centre? with a guy who i could not remember the face. =3="
i could see panda at first, and oso a swarm of dinosaur..
then suddenly those tame dinosaur just went vibrant and berserk.
they marred and ravaged the whole town.
and wat make the dreams more funny was the appear of primitive tribes..
they gang with the dinosaur and attacked my city.
the situation in my dreams really was breathtaking as if a film directed by HOLLYWOOD... lol~
the shrieks filled the congested roads, the smell of blood wafted off, the buildings were all ramshackle due to the damages inflicted by the tribes and dinosaur..
n then...
I RAN AWAY with a KANCIL!!=3="
in halfway, i received a call from someone which i believed someone i loved in the dreams..(but till now i still could not manage to know who she was) LOL~ hmm..
thus i turned back and prepared myself for the imminent assaults bare-handed..
i could imagine either i would be the feast of those dinosaurs or becoming a super saviour who salvage the whole city by defeating the threats with my extraordinary power~~ @.@

"OI, U dun wan to wake up issit? 12 p.m already la!!!"
an indignant yell from my mum dragged me from the reverie to reality.. hahaha~
this eludes me from fighting the scary dinosaur~~
hahaha... XD
nice to have this kind of weird dream in sleep sometimes~ >.<"
hahaha~

boring weekend~



haiz.. ruined... T.T

oo, finally

waste my dear time on uploading this.. purposely go and create a stupid useless youtube account just for this.. zzz...
T.T
although i know it is not flawless, haha~ but nvm la ho~~ >.<"
since yesterday, i had been trying le.. T.T
it is for YOU~~ ^.^
(shy shy~) ahahaha~~
*brief version*

^.^

just finished gathering with old friends in mcdonald~
haha~ but i was a bit tired huh~~ >.<"
so not active as usual~~ @.@

haha~ btw, a simple and warm gathering la~~ ^.^

tonight moon is really BIG le...
the newspaper today just informed me that i had missed the chance of viewing the eclipse.. T.T
really sad~ >.<"
ohya, yesterday i dreamed of YOU o~~
in my dream, YOU suddenly turned out to be a very good friend of mine~
i was so shocked and so happy~~ hahaha~~ XD
haha, XD, first time in my life i chatter so much with u~~
quite an impossible fact for me though...
it was a dream, however, i m satisfied~ ^.^

just suddenly wanna play a song for YOU,
although i m not very good in piano and i know u might not even know i have a blog, 更加不用说 come visit my blog.. but, at least,
this song is for YOU~ ^.^
a short version of 'the river flows in you'...
hope YOU like it~

3D 2N jb+kukup trip 之小绵羊 PK 大野狼记。

前一晚，说好要去 jusco, 结果临时换去 ksl, 然后我们的槟城帅哥竟然 miss 飞机，WTH!! 哈哈~ 笑到我肚子痛~~ 害到我七早八早就要起来烦~~ >.<"
临时改行程:
于是
14/06/2011 - 由于“GPS坏掉”，我和岳婷迟了45分钟到~ 哈哈~ 结果，我的耳朵被淑鱼大姐轰炸~ 真是羡慕乌龟的耐心... >.<" 你是我们男生的骄傲！！ 茎昆把糊涂的尾燕带来后，拉拉杂杂一会儿，去载从韩国来的宣乳和钱灵，就跑去车大炮车大炮~！ 哈哈哈~ 能够打那条鱼真是我应以为傲的事情，就好像当年我打邱玉盈一样，胜利和满足感洋溢~~ 瓦卡卡卡~ 间中，由于第一天还不大熟，讲话好算客气~ 小分！！有人要和你抢老公，小心！！ LOL~ 过后去 danga bay， 一路上，贿奇和钱灵一样静静的，继续保持她们俩的神秘感。有时候，都不懂要和他们说什么，只好偶尔讲些不太好笑的笑话，看到他们笑至少，可以感受到他们的参与感. LOL~ 第一天，应该都没有和他们说过话吧~ =3="
过后就去岳婷的家住了一晚~~
（大野狼还没有到她们盘踞的地盘，所以在第一天里小绵羊们至少能够苟且偷生...T.T)

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（恶梦的开始)
十一点准时到达巴士站，把大野狼接上车，开始一天胆战心惊的生活。
意外迎来新生，genting（他们叫的）和丝撕。
然后往大野狼盘踞地“浩浩荡荡”地出发。
又是中午去晒太阳。 !%@$!%&^)!&@.. 过后跑去柔佛最南部，tanjung piai 参观。哈哈~ 还记得 form 4 也是和朋友去过了，还一路神经病似的唱歌唱回来~~ @.@ 幸好这次冷静很多。>.<"
然后去stella未婚夫， junzhe 的果园参观~ 阿哈哈~ 又多了三位新团员，其中一个美女令我们四小羊里其中一个小绵羊兽心大发，@.@... 差点就把我们小绵羊清纯可爱，天真无邪的面具戳破~~ >.<"
坐船去了奎笼，一路上风景旖旎，徐徐的凉风轻拂，伴着即将下山并使海面上一片金光灿烂的太阳，
还有随着风飘来的喧闹声（大野狼发出的），一片渔村风情，尽收心帘。
接着随着kukup之光，第一个大学生绕村一周，作为示威~ XD
跑回酒店梳理一番后，
去了海鲜楼吃~ 谢谢淑鱼请客~ 真得极不好意思~ 快快来JB吧~ 请回你。。 ^.^
然后少不了的，一路上“月亮很圆”~ （虽然这天月亮被迷迷蒙蒙的薄纱轻掩，欲拒还迎）
大野狼就杀上小绵羊的酒店了！！
（之后两方人马杀得天灰地暗，哦，我是指在赌座上）
然后又跑去宵夜，总之一整天就都是吃吃吃~~ ^.^
然后，哈哈~ 38时间到~
我还真的是大开眼界~ 大开耳闻~ XD， 有一种自己突然间变成美国情报局中的一分子的感觉。 ~.~
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
就好像茎昆的“成长历程”
尾燕的感情故事
淑鱼的三八故事
宣乳和丝撕的爱情世界（没有什么问到）
钱灵原来是某方面的行家
还有原来贿奇是蜘蛛精，养了很多蜘蛛之类的。
现在才发现没有问到岳婷。。。 @&#^%#*@^)#
（其余所讨论的内容已被作者删除，说出来会引发世界第三次大战）
三点多才回吧~ 由于犯了口障，之后骤雨急淋，雷公施威，小绵羊们躲在被里哆嗦，此乃下水事，就此不提。

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回的一天，我不描述。我的部落格伤心的事已经太多了。。 XD
非常不错的一次旅行。 希望能够进同一间大学噢~
来日方长~ 一起为未来打拼吧！

完。

by the way i was taken aback when i received your message. aghast. i was having dinner with friends in kukup.
it's all past anyway,
do not ponder too much and waste too much time on it.
to you, i have decimated the vendetta which i used to and hold no grudges. sincerely... so, dun be worried~ i do not blame u..For now and forever. Everyone could make their own choices in choosing the desired path.
pls stay happy. look forward as wad i do now~ ^.^
i was once yours and u were once mine too, but definitely not now~ u too have ur own happiness..
it's not that i still breed hatred towards u, but frankly, u n me jux have to keep some distance. i think u doesn't want let him to misunderstand u, right?
Jux keep ur apologizes, seriously, i don't need it, u nvr offend me. n i dun even know wat ur bro did which u think has made me irritated. not really wan to know wat's the matter though~ ^^
u are going to cope with ur pending exam.
i truthfully wish that u could keep ur mind bridled.

BERMUDA TRIANGLE

haha, it HAD been once the most mysterious and intriguing places in the world..
but today sinchew jux proclaimed it's secret..
i think the gases liberated are natural gas hydrate?? LOL~ or METHANE (CH4)?? it is believed that this kind of gases could burden the ships or planes and render them lost of control which directly make them sink...
hmm.. but i just viewed some of the articles regarding this combustible gaseswow, it has latent green power. It is now tremendouly developed by china government?

LOL, i could not help but perplex... =3=" since my knowledges on this field are still sheer shallow...

btw, i have already known earlier that this place is not as bizarre as all of us think.. there was a report from MARINE INSURANCE that ascertain my quotes.
it said that the accidents occured here are just nigh with those from other oceans..
it does not appear that the accidents happened exceed the normal's.

well, human kind really is something, we could be deceived easily by fraudulent facts which are terribly not logic..
it is not meant that i do not believe in the existence of aliens. Yet, i think aliens do exist, but neither do them will commence or stir the maelstrom in human kind. I always think that aliens would be kind and mean no harm to human. without an ethereal and pure heart, hardly impossible for them to possess and weild such an outstanding technology, right? high technology should always reconciles with the unpolluted mind, isn't it?

hopes that one day, our human would stop fighting among us,
issued to CHINA and VIETNAM recently...
and the waning humanity shall resurrect~

家庭日~

驾车去了一趟 KSL 然后去 JUSCO..
conclusion : JUSCO 美女比较多~ XD
哈哈~ 买了一双新鞋~ yeah~~~
有爽到~~ 第一次进 al-ikhsan 然后还拿了他们的纸带出来~ 瓦卡卡~~
hmm... 中途我妈问我：
‘恒，你还有和嘉茴联络吗？’
‘很少，偶尔罢了。。’
‘酱你懂她有新男朋友了吗？’
‘懂啊。。’

[有点 lame lame 的对话]
不过，心里超平静~ 一丝涟漪都没被惊起.. 我也很奇怪自己竟然开始无动于衷了。。 ~.~

给一个中五小妹妹的寄语 ：
最近你一直跟自己过不去，何必呢？
事过境迁，
时间真的会冲淡一切。
都分了满久了吧你？
我不会跟你说什么：
你不应该酱笨，你还有朋友，还有家人，爱情只不过是多余的，失去了能再得到。

*这些话就好像是有些人坐在一栋暖炉里，披着厚皮衣，喝着热咖啡，却安慰着外面那在霜霜白雪中冷得发冻的你。

缅怀过去，触景情伤。 又怎样？
人是有感情的动物。
对，不过人也该有理智的心态。
不妨把那些回忆藏在心里，晚上时当成是自己睡前的催眠曲，想完后，会心地一笑~ 就睡觉去吧~
何必emo那么久？ 久而久之，还会弄得全部人都烦~

还记得我们曾是彼此的回忆
结束了我们情侣关系的是X
没结果的放弃忘不了逃避
体验过的无数的浮躁爱情
某一晚我在街道悄悄语问候你回忆
发现已不是单身的你
发现已不在眷念着你~Girl~
当我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
在我心里放不下的也该释怀
收拾好把它掩埋
当我知道你们相爱
我的心里泛起许多无奈
这时候我该有个专属幸福
我会不停的等待
等待着未来
缠密的箱子里一叠叠的回忆
再好的思念释放以后就忘记


呵呵？再好的思念释放以后就忘记。
有了新的爱情固然值得开心，
有些人就是习惯两个人啊。
不过单身又有何苦？哈哈~ 至少我活出了不一样的自我~ @.@

其实，中学原本就不适合谈恋爱。并不是所有人都能像邵勤酱，即便拍拖却不影响成绩。
还必须经过远距离的考验。
而且，唉，
世界很广。人外有人。
我曾经以自己为傲。在学校里，我算文武双全吧？ =3="
出了社会，才知道自己曾经多么地幼稚。
哈哈~ 青春年华~ 肆意地挥洒呗~ 多见识外面的世界啦~
这样至少才不会抱憾终生。。。 ^.^

embrace the future!

last outing in mid-year break with friends..

haha, finally today i no need to wait for the turtle bus to shopping center le.. XD
all thanks to our dear terence chong for willing to fetch us throughout the whole outing~~ <3
(despite his superb deft skills in maneuvering his car, it's but pleasant and EXCITING to sit) =)

met mr.kew yueting in jusco, he really is too free, always hang out with friends.. =3="

haha~ watched movie "X-MEN"
140 minutes.. quite a long one indeed~
hmm~ interesting and enthralling~

then, i finally grip my golden opportunity to catch some glimpses on the 大嘴巴，mind twister and others.. haha, i have heard enough of them from my friends', but never have me known their exact location.. >.<" now, proudly said, I KNOW already~ ^.^

BOWLING afterwards~ quite a long time din play le.. but still ok ok la~ haha, not too sia shui then can ad.. XD

oo, long time din meet meng an, evelyn..
meng an's hair is getting shorter and soon will be shorter than mine.. LOL.. keep it on! @.@ hahaha~
besides, get to know two more friends who seems quite famous in DATO school~
wei lok and henry? haha, rupa-rupanya they are eeink's 绯闻对象.. wow wow~ wad a substantial and irrevocable discovery!! hahaha~~
by the way, liew si jing today looks much prettier than before le. ~.~
so kind of me... ^.^" haha~

a nice day~ ^.^
thanks everyone~ i m glad for having some friends to crazy with especially now i m single..
hahaha~

STP +U o~ hope u all can be my juniors in the future!!!

(kai jie we two siam first, abuden they throw SHIT on us~) wakakak~ XP

玩乐后，一股空虚感直上心头；
皱皱眉，且把不愉快抛诸脑后。
人生何求？人生几何？
本末倒置。
黑发唏嘘，白发写意。
黑白不分！
哀哉哀哉～　ＬＯＬ！！

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of late, the climate changes erratically.
natural disasters occurred frequently.
waiting for the imminent disaster news in newspaper tmr (am i too bad?) @.@
ire of heaven?
i dun care.
i would have dying if i care that much of things.. @.@

正与反

X 的, 650万现金, ..
malaysia 就是有这种人, 拔牙可以拔到 650 万,
oo, 怪不得 dentistry 酱吃香, 酱多人选来读..
早知道我去读, 几颗牙齿, 一颗以万作单位计算...

oo, 不过幸好还有看到一个叫黄慧仪的美女， 捐赠器官。 赞！世界上还是有好人的~
要不然，这个世界早灭绝了吧~
有好就有坏，有爱就有恨，正反物质都一直存在吧。。
只不过反物质通常都是阴性的。
就像坏事见光死一样。

（在粒子物理學裡，反物質是反粒子概念的延伸，反物質是由反粒子構成的，如同普通物質是由普通粒子所构成的。例如一顆反質子和一顆反電子(正電子)能形成一個反氫原子，如同電子和質子形成一般物質的氫原子。此外，物質與反物質的結合，會如同粒子與反粒子結合一般，導致兩者湮滅，且因而釋放出高能光子（伽瑪射線）或是其他能量較低的正反粒子對。正反物質湮滅所造成的粒子，賦予的動能等同於原始正反物質對的動能，加上原物質靜止質量與生成粒子靜質量的差，後者通常佔大部分。(愛因斯坦特殊相對論告訴我們，質量與能量是等價的)

反物質無法在自然界找到，除非是在稍縱即逝的少量存在（例如因放射衰變或宇宙射線等現象）。這是由於反物質若非存在於像物理實驗室的人工環境下，則無可避免地隨即與自然界的物質發生碰觸並湮滅。反粒子和一些穩定的反物質（例如反氫）可以人工製造出極少量，但卻不足以達到可對這些物質驗證其理論性的程度。

在科學與科幻領域，都有很大的疑問關於為何所見的宇宙很明顯地幾乎充滿了物質、是否有其他地方幾乎充滿了反物質，以及是否能夠駕馭反物質，但在現今可見的宇宙範圍中，明顯的正反物質不對稱性成了物理之謎中的最大難題之一。許多可能的物理過程都是在探究重子時所發現。）
(quoted from wikipedia)

c? such a coincidence..

色魔伏首，万人称快。
纵然热泪直流，无奈错已铸成，25年岁月虽长，不过望你出来后就能洗心革面，慢慢在监狱里反省吧。。
也希望受害女童能够克服心理障碍。
但是，此案却显露出马来西亚治安的不靖，教育政策上的失败。
强奸案日日夜夜发生。
在此，小弟希望女生们小心为上。
小心。

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ooo, private matter now, yesterday hui kee said my blog looks sad..
is it? then i shall bestow my blog with some joyness..
hmm.. but recently, jux kind of easy life, nothing surprise ma..
~.~

jux now went to fetch my brother back from his tuition center..
nearly get myself into an accident.. =3="
i m lucky to still stay here. @.@
after that went PASAR MALAM for a while with my brother.. I think most of the people saw me as my brother's dad.. n then i met Pn. AW too...
oo, pasar malam~~

oo, one more thing... any friend hu wants to contact me, pls kindly attach your name when u SMS me.. jux change a new phone.. i have no ability of detective guessing which can determine who u r.. LOL~

haizz.. now i feel that even blogs sometimes are not suffice to quell my needs..
i can't write something overt, can't express my utter thoughts or feelings, as they might wreak havoc upon someone. Although we have been given the right to talk, but there emerge the problems. To talk without any restraints is jux some kind of irresponsible behavior, isn't it?

it's tormenting to keep somethings alone though...
agony...

{nice song recommended:
我以為我會哭
但是我沒有
我只是怔怔望著你的腳步
給你我最後的祝福
這何嘗不是一種領悟
讓我把自己看清楚
雖然那無愛的痛苦
將日日夜夜在我靈魂最深處

我以為我會報復
但是我沒有
當我看到我深愛過的女人
竟然像孩子一樣無助
這何嘗不是一種領悟
讓你把自己看清楚
被愛是奢侈的幸福
可惜你從來不在乎

啊！　一段感情就此結束
啊！　一顆心眼看要荒蕪
我們的愛若是錯誤
願你我沒有白白受苦
若曾真心真意付出
就應該滿足

啊！　多麼痛的領悟
你曾是我的全部
只是我回首來時路的每一步
都走的好孤獨
啊！　多麼痛的領悟
你曾是我的全部
只願你掙脫情的枷鎖
愛的束縛
任意追逐
別再為愛受苦}

=) take care everyone~

getting older..

getting more and more sentimental..
having some insomnia when going to sleep earlier..
felt thoroughly exhausted after playing badminton for jux a while only jux now...

speaking of badminton,
it had been quite some time i last visited MING ZHU le ba...
MING ZHU.. haha~ just a few months past by and many things have changed...
nostalgic memories flickered when i stepped my very first pace inside and i did pay some attention to the place where it once had been... oo~ still the same as usual... didn't change even a single slide...

haizzz~ symptoms of getting older...
both physically and mentally...
is my health being menaced?

If it were the usual me, i would have been always teemed with life..
animated, high-soared spirits, energy knows no bound.. is it??

anyway, a fact that cant be disputed for i m AGING!!!
haizz.. to aggravate the whole situation, even our honest jin pei said that too...
"ZI HERN, y nowadays u like sienz sienz one... soul ripped? old edy?"
LOL, wad u expect me to answer u le... "dear" jin pei... =3="
is mature, not old... LOL~

haizz.. it's just that i have nothing to do at home now la...
rusting.. IRON OXIDE (3) reacts with H20? LOL~ watever la...

bereft of friend's LOVE perhaps.. XD.. so, friends ah~ do lavish me with your love, don't be stingy~ @.@

hahaha~
nowadays EMO like something that would suddenly prompt and surge in the depth of my soul.. LOL~ really, just like something OUT OF THE BLUE.
oo~ LMAO seh..

feel like continuing my blog, yet i actually have no idea wad to continue..
oo, shun ern high 5~ hahaha~~ XD
(only you, me, and god fathom wad i m HIGH 5 for~ LOL)

besides, i think i do understand your feelings that make you lost ur seat number 1 in ur past exam.. XD, luckily i m not sitting for any now.. XP~ hahaha.
but is glad that u finally managed to overcome it..

美国动物园内的一对狮子夫妇，同甘共苦了21年。
细水长流的爱最可贵。如流水般，轻轻地，柔柔地，赋予着爱情最原始的华丽。。
也像白开水，平淡温和，却能丰盛生命，滋润枯萎的心田，使平凡日子里多一些奇迹。

幻想着以后：
能舒舒服服地坐在按摩椅抱着可爱的孙子怡然自得地与他胡闹，一旁的老伴为自己砌上一壶茶。
弥漫一室的茶香，随着袅袅升起的蒸气，在弥蒙中与老伴无言地相视一笑，无声胜有声，胜过世界上种种情侣间爱的壮烈宣言。
纵然额上纹路交纵，痕迹并列；双眸已失那曾经灵动的朝气，不过，有了爱，这一切问题都不复在。。
只要爱得真切，世界上又有哪里一句话能够比得上来自心底那由衷的祝福与感恩。
没有山盟海誓的激情，有的只是如白开水般的朴实。
执子之手，与子偕老。那么地无华，却能在那细微处品味出一份深刻不朽的美。。。
切望不论今后，我与你同在。

答应曾经的你，会尽量替别人着想。
也祝福曾经的你。
同时亦希望，自己以后的你能早点来临。。
（总不能真等到变成老伴时才来吧~ 人生有多少个十年啊？？ >.<"）
XD~

（改编自今日副刊第13版）

读后感言：
{ooo... 真的老了。。。 =3="， 竟然烦些不三不四的。。。孙子都跑出来}
JIMAGAI~~~~~~~~

傻孩子，在过去的某一天
你遇到了一个人
他的出现教会你什么叫做幸福
他的出现告诉你什么是安心
他的出现让你体会什么叫做无忧无虑

傻孩子，在过去的某一天
有一个人在你耳边对你说：我爱你
他会告诉你，以后他会给你幸福
他会对你说，什么都不要想，一切都有我去想
他还会说，我要和你牵着手走下去，我们要见证现实中的幸福

你就这么一直相信着。坚守着。执着着
直到有一天，你所站的地方只留下了你一个人

傻孩子，他离开了
不是眼花，不是玩笑
不是幻觉，只是，他真的离开了

傻孩子，不要等待
等待，没有结果，没有意义
只会让伤害绵延不绝的出现

傻孩子，你的幸福来得那么轻易
因为你只要傻傻的相信他就好了
简简单单的看他为你所做的一切
也许只是一点微不足道的小事
却也让你的心里充满幸福

傻孩子，幸福用完了
不扔掉，就只剩下了伤感和落寞

傻孩子，你可以傻，但是不可以不放下
放下，不是放开，而是从心里忘掉他给过你的幸福
忘掉你们曾经承诺过得幸福
忘掉你们曾经欢笑的记忆
甚至，忘掉你曾经认识他

傻孩子，他走了，不会再回来
他和你，就是两个世界
你们本是两个剧本里的角色
本就没有在一起的道理

傻孩子，你会有你的MR.Right
他在你应该存在的世界等你
你又怎么忍心让他那么久等呢
他走了，他不是你的王子
何必要傻傻地看着他的背影流泪
却让你真正的王子在你背后忧伤

傻孩子，你要狠下心来
删除他的一切，电话、信息，一切的一切
因为你们已经是平行线，没有交错的可能
又何必让自己看着过去的事情放不下呢
看着过去的美好，你就迈不开走向未来的脚步
你就不能把它尘封在心底
你就不能接受该属于你的平凡的幸福

傻孩子，这世界上本就没有什么王子和灰姑娘的故事
也许你会遇到，但是那只是遇到，不代表你会拥有
他，只是无意闯入你世界的一个过客
傻孩子，过客就注定不能停留，你又何必勉强

傻孩子，也许你该学会恨一个人
那样你会活得更简单
但是，你不会，也许一辈子都学不会
那么，就学着忘记吧。过去的人
就不应该在生命里刻上痕迹
所以，忘记吧

傻孩子，你可以傻，但是真的不可以放不下。
傻孩子，放下心中曾经的那个人
敞开你的心去面向整个世界
去接受可能的幸福
去发现这个世界的美丽
去珍惜你生命里应当存在的人
去守护你生命里出现的那些轨迹

去回头看看，你身后的人
傻孩子
生活和爱情都不是童话，放下心
看一个生活中的人
要比思念一个只活在印象中的人要简单和幸福的多

傻孩子，你可以继续傻傻的相信另外的人
但是不要在傻傻的放不下
那样等于用曾经的落寞断送未来的幸福

傻孩子，当你行走的时候
请不要看着影子悲伤
当你向着太阳行走的时候再落寞的影子也在你的身后
请相信，会幸福

傻孩子，请相信，会幸福
当幸福来到的时候，请敞开胸怀去接受吧
然后，好好的经营、呵护
用最单纯的感情去恋爱，就好像从没有受伤一样
不要让下一个人去弥补已经离开人留下的伤害

傻孩子
请相信
会幸福
一定一定

T.T
who gt tissue?? @.@
oo, by the way, it is not me..
jux feel touched and then i share~~~ ^.^

哇..

(我并不是想靠美女贴图来增加曝光率哦.. >.<)
吓到~
不知道是刘一菲还是yoona跑进我的梦里面...
现在才发现~ 原来她们两人都还满像的.. 气质~~ <3
还有王心凌和贺军翔...
哈哈~ 超sweet~
不懂谁的额头和脸颊被我亲了下~ 我的嘴唇也不懂被谁啄了一下~~ >.<"
XD~ 好久好久都没有做那么sweet的梦了啊~
上次也不懂是几时了... 有一年了吧? =0
很感谢有她们的陪伴.. 哈哈~ 虽然是自己骗自己的.. XD

刚整理电脑里的 photo... 才发现还有一些照片还保留着~ 算了吧~ 保留一些... 也是不错吧~ =)
曾经闪烁的过去, 何必刻意去掩盖呢~

oo... 星洲的美少女比赛, 说真的... hmmm... 我看到了一些好现象.. 起码所谓的审"美"标准不是靠脸庞而已~ ~.~

李娜真是赞的~ 我有看到哦, 你的比赛... 你第二局被赶上的时候, 我都为你捏了几把冷汗~ @.@
幸好, 仍旧赢了~ 恭喜 ^.^
不过,李永波讲话有点奇怪...
这个法网冠军的头衔, 我看含金量大过羽球的不懂几十倍吧?
李永波老得糊涂了.. 呵呵~
李娜! go go go ~~~

哈哈~
男人有钱有势, 就是好的吗?
看看最近的几个新闻, 钱权都必定和性挂钩.
无奈.
有时侯, 女士们还是选个真正爱自己的吧..
虽然说这样的男生少得很~
不过, 有钱并不代表什么. 过得去就好.. 你说对吗?
呵呵.. 汪小菲, ryan giggs, 卡恩.
哪个不是女生的白马王子?
oo~ 男生就是用下体思想的动物..
@.@

张柏芝和谢霆锋,
曾经的"模范夫妻"
哈哈哈~ 想当年我好象也是.. LOL~
结果还不是和普通人一样~
爱情就是如此. 当局者迷.
我从不怀疑他们彼此之间的情感.
每个人肯定都曾经对感情付出过,投入过,伤心过,开心过.
尤其是在热恋时期, 简直如胶似漆. 怕别人不知道自己多幸福..
这是大多数人都会经历的..
不过, 爱情真正考验人的却是:
当双方面临难题,如何去共同解决,共同面对.
过得了这一关, 恭喜你~ ^.^
过不了也别气馁, 继续加油~ =)
这也许就是现代爱情观吧~
速食. 像泡杯面. 热过了, 就丢... 从不为对方着想...
如果真正想在一起, 请加油.

这就是爱情让人着迷,让人沉伦的魔力吧..
努力去容忍彼此.
爱惜.
不霸占.
信任.
过去, 我始终不了解.
现在, 总算, 那么一点点了解了... 以为把幸福上了锁, 就能天长地久. 其实,幸福是不该被锁着的.. :-)
oo~ 说太多了...

嘻嘻~

emo emo~~

oo, sleep earlier~ dun think so much~~
haha, fish Leong's songs are really intoxicating...
>.<"

now, i m feeling more and more comfortable when i am in my blog~ ^.^
solace~
haha, XP~
R.T is quite cute o~~ hahaha~ jux nw suddenly have some CHONG DONG to say hi to her! LOL! luckily no~~ XP
not intend to engage myself in a new relationship too soon...
at least wait until university or maybe jux until the stage of 暧昧 first... @.@
get know each other better would ensure a more stable relationship... (lesson learnt during past)

or at least, wait till i become more mature and ready to brace for another challenge.. =)
^.^

haha~ jux found out some funny things~
one of my matrix friends does change a lot!!
丑小鸭变天鹅~！！
i hope i could be 天鹅 too in the future!! perhaps it is not too late for me~~ ^.^
wakakakak~~~~

"obedient wife club"
hahaha~ i am hoping my wife to be one of the member..

ridiculous thinking, this is trully some club which ONLY could be organized by MALAYSIAN.
oo~ stop be so stupid la~
u all are so mockingly stupid.
pathetic,
a disgrace to every member of your country.
woman discrimination.
while other countries are trying to assert woman's priority,
disdainfully, there exist some people who like to go against and render our country laughable.

jux went to pizza hut for my lunch.
haiz~
i have no aversion, but neither do i show passionate to pizza.
LOL! i DISLIKE fast food~ stale, immutable are the impressions those food first imposed in my mind.

Taiwan, Germany...
are having their food disaster.
here comes the question : Is malaysia food really edible?
oo, try not to think much about that..
if not, i would be starving till death..

oo~
yesterday kena shoot 99..
i will be working in july.
so, perhaps this might help.
~.~
~.~
PERHAPS~

oo, MESS.

finish deleting everything i wan to delete.
sometimes it is funny when u look back ur past.
FUNNY.. hahhaaha~~
it could be nothing when u thought it the another way.
and
yesterday really 失态 le...
oo, suddenly the inferno of wrath grew and was jux unstoppable.
dun ask me y,
and stop guessing~
and stop commenting
i jux talk out wad i thought
jux as i said yesterday, i can only be honest here, in my dear blog. since now that i have no one to share with. ONLY in my blog, i can find myself back.
when i bueh song, i bueh song,
when i happy, i happy.
no nid to disguise or masquerade in front of public.
so, pls at least allow me to have the right... OKAY?
thanks~ sincerely...
~.~"
nvm la~ i m vulnerable.. zz..
oo~

hope that everythings go fine~~
hmm...
MESS.

haizz... friends....
seriously i nid someone to talk with... anyone available?? @.@

back to johor~~

oo~ today's mood is still undulating...
btw, back to johor ad~ ^.^
waiting for 14 15 and 16, then i would end my holiday life and would be working on JULY...
oo~ time really glides~

2 JUN - 去了一趟新加坡, 呵呵~ 昭辉的生日.
第一次和朋友冲出国~ 之前都是和家人. 所以一定有点怕怕的啊~~ >.<"
哈哈~ 应该没有做什么下水的事吧~ =3=
很爽啊, 不过超奇怪, 一点就去到 east coast 骑脚车晒太阳. 结果全部脸红红回来... 哈哈~ XD

3 JUN - 傍晚突然决定冲到wai seng家过夜. 结果, 人生地不熟, 8-9 点, 在暗暗的车站, 风雨交加的夜晚.. 独自等着朋友. 满恐怖的.. =3="

4 JUN - 到 times square 唱 K.. 自从 matrix 毕业后就没有见面的月光帮. 1 3 5 6 7 兄弟聚首~
虽然时间短了点... 不过都几 high 拉~ 哈哈~

我的电话能用了哦... 可以 call 我了蛤~ 呵呵~ ^.^

2 jun i went east coast with stp frens and at the same time celebrating jau huei's birthday~ haha~ i nice experience... ^.^
3 and 4 jun i went KL with my matrix frens, an exciting trip oso~ haha...
briefing only o... for any further details i will write when i m back... now my time is not suffice... XD

conclusion : many lenglui le... T.T

sry...

sry to eeink, kai xin, wei shen, shun ern, jau huei and kae sheng...tdy i shud have wrote something happy about our trip le.. but ..
hmmm.. sry, promise u all i will write it an interesting one when the first day i back to JB!! muackzzz~~~ <3